analog

Date: Sat, 25 April 1998

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i'll write about my trip to l.a. in the NEXT analog, but for now...
here are excerpts from my anacam mailing list from 4/3 to 4/23. to get
on my mailing list, go to: www.coollist.com and subscribe :anacam

hi, i haven't quite decided yet, but i might leave my house for
the weekend, 'cause it was the 4th of april that mr.psycho 666 said
he was going to come up here and harass me and do his psycho thing, and
just on the chance that he was serious, i don't know if i want to hang
out with my guns waiting for it in fear. so i might just leave for a
bit...so if u see me gone...that's what's up.

on a better note, i have access to be able to communicate
through that realplayer thing! ya, real streaming vid plus sound! thing
is,only 60 people can watch at a time, so right now i'm keeping it for
ana2 so i don't blow the thing up. one of the bummers is that if i'm on
the realplayer or ultravid, it uses up the same video card as
anacam, so that anacam can not run while i'm on it :(
so as soon as i get some money, i'll have to get another computer for 
these things so everything can run at once.
but i've been having so much fun experimenting with it all. i
can now be in irc and just talk to people instead of type! it sure is a
COMPLETELY different experience from a picture every 32 minutes or every
30 seconds. 
ultravid is cool, too, but it crashes a lot, and i've been
talking with other people who use it and it seems i may need to get more
memory to run that programme. so , i need some more money for that, too!
i am so not technical. but i'm figuring it out one small bit at
a time.

well, i think i shall now move about. i'm going to attempt to
put my bed back into a couch now so i can actually move around in here.
i've been feeling so claustrophobic with having no space, and i can't
move my cameras around with that bed in the middle of everything. of
course, this depresses me because i reeeeeeaaallly want a bed. i should
have never torn down that loft, perhaps. but live and learn. 
but as soon as i get some order around here and i'm fairly calm
that psycho boys from my past are not going to come crashing through
my door demanding i give them  back the hitachi magic wand...then i
shall be a bit more FUN.

i'm working on putting together a live show now. and this should
be interesting 'cause it's all keyboards and mostly all sounds that
no human could play or reproduce...so we shall see what happens!
but that is taking up a big chunk of my time and mental energy and i
better start practicing singing more!

i don't know if i told you i had an interview with usa today.
that should be out in a few weeks. also, right now there's a little
artcle of me in goldmine magazine. pardon me if i've told you that
already, i just cannot remember.

tonight i'm going to go out and see milo fine play. free jazz. i
have just discovered free jazz and i LOVE it.
but right now i'm listening to pj harvey and i'm drinking a
mountain dew because pizza hut fuct up and didn't bring me
pepsi...although i hate pepsi too. 

this has been an ana update #984798279853959475934750348534759754
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hello, everyone! i'm back again to my messy house....
i have an interview with billboard today, and tons of email to
catch up on. all my dreams from last night are stuck in my head rotating
around. it's grey here, but getting a lot warmer..so i'm getting excited
about spring! i'm working on putting a live show together. 
and so much stuff...i cannot even type it! i'm gonna go get a
coke now and put on some music and get a move on with my day!
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yay! i moved my bed back into a couch. jp had to help me and we
moved things around and jp got all my computer and phone wires rewired
the right way and untangling them all  and that took a few hours!
but now i can move around a bit more, so i can start moving my cams
around more again. but the monitor i had so i could see what i was
pointing at when i'm in the kitchen or bathroom broke :( so.....augh.
in fact, i do not even know if that cam over there is even working. 
so i'm watching sister wendy talk about the saints. she just
cracks me up. it's a show on pbs. i think my interview with billboard
went well today, but you never know what they'll write. i think the
article might be out on the 18th (which is my birthday). i have so much
email to read that i haven't yet. and i want to take a bubblebath but i
need to scrub my tub. i think i'll go to sleep soon, i've been  going to
sleep earlier lately. listened to fake radio today for the first time :)
i'm happy everyone is having so much fun with that :)
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         i'm in usa today....4-8-98 
         here is the URL: 
         http://www.usatoday.com/life/cyber/tech/ctc443.htm 
         if you get the actual paper version, it has a big
picture of me :)
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hi, iim home for a few hours. i'm getting incredibly busy now
with my music. i'm trying to figure out how to bring my cam with me
wherever i go...i think i'm going to be leaving to go play a lot of
shows soon,i'm working on putting together a show. it's very stressful
and exciting. i don't know when all the dates are or places. but i do
know i'm playing in vegas in the middle of may. other tentative cities
are san francisco, philedelphia , los angeles, and new york. and i'm
going to be singing on the TV variety show called VIBE (hosted by
sinbad). now that just blows my brain and i cannot comprehend any of it
so i'm quite in a weird state of mind pulling this all together! WOW!
i'm going in the studio tonight, in 5 hours, to put together
some drum tracks i need  for my show.i'll keep you all updated :)
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YAY!!!! already i have found my dog! thank god for this AKC
sytem. it is a chip they implanted in his neck with all his information
on it, plus a little tag for his neck and a 1-8oo # you can call 24
hours a day. so some kind woman ran after my dog and rescued
him from running in the middle of a busy downtown street...the
poor little fluffster and now he is sleeping in some suburb with the
woman who caught him. she is bringing him over to my house tomorrow
morning! oh my god, i am sooooo relieved! i would be HEARTBROKEN if i
had never seen my dog again, never knowing if he was o.k. but he IS ok
and i'll have him back tomorrow thank you to the dog guardian angels!!!
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i'm up in the morning for a bit 'cause i was so nervous i had to
just wander about for a bit. my taping and appearance of vibe will
now be on tuesday, the 21st, not friday. which is good, it gives me more
time to prepare. i had the 1st rehearsal for this last night! then i
practice again tonight, then friday night we work on more drum tracks in
the studio. saturday i have a photosession with siam, from ousia, at
4pm for citypages. they are doing an article on local musicians. i'm so
happy i get to have my picture taken with siam (he is my boyfriend), so
i will finally have a good picture of us! :))) and saturday is also my
32nd birthday, so i'm going to just take it easy that day, i have
enough stimulation as it is. i think i'll rent pink panther movies and
take a bubblebath..then sunday we do our last rehearsal til the show.
then i leave for l.a. on monday with my manager, bobby z, and a make-up
artist..and poor siam and thingk(who are playing with me on vibe)..have
a show monday night with their band  called ousia . they are headlining
at 1st avenue and aren't on until midnight...then they have to be on a
plane at 6am, go straight to the vibe tv studio, rehearse at 10am, then
we get all our space make-up on (which takes hours and hours) and then
we tape it at 4pm. those guys are going to be hallucinatory by this
time. and i have lots to do , like sinbad wants to do some sort of
"skit" with me and stuff. and after all this vibe show stuff, then
detour magazine wants to go back to the hotel and interview and
photograph with me. i told them it was tentative on how i'm feeling, but
of course i want to do it.then when i return home on wednesday, we have
to start reheasing again for all the other shows ( the dates and cities
are still tenatative)i got my hair bleached and cut, and i think i got
it cut too short, oh well...i still don't know what i'm going to wear on
the show...and i still haven't done any laundry so i can pack.
i'm sooo hyper and nervous...
this has been one og the most stressful, emotional and happy
days of my life so far. i just love it.
oh, and get this...the day of the show i get my PERIOD! ya, guys
just don't even have to factor that in!...bloating..pms..changing
tampons while covered in rhinestones and silver paint!
that's all i can type right now...i'll keep updating u as i know
more...now i'm going to attempt to go back to sleep. i just took 2
xanax. i need all the sleep i can get right now!
the gates are opening and the light is pouring in!
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i'm in a paper called voir from quebec,

here is the url to the complete article:

http://www.voir.qc.ca/~Voir/pages/980423/Sections/articles/980423V
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hi! i'll write all about my experiences in L.A. when i get
caught up on 
my sleep...right now i'm still in that too hyper
to sleep mode but very sleepy!
it's 6am now and i guess i'll go wash my face and brush my teeth
:)
here is a url to an realvid of my song performance:
http://hardrock.simplenet.com/vibe/ana288hact.rm

here's more:
http://www.gauron.com/ana (lots of formats)
http://www.gauron.com/ana/Please_God_400.rm

and url to avi of song performance:
http://204.252.117.2/~geiger/ana.avi

and url to avi of my interview with sinbad:
http://hardrock.simplenet.com/vibe/interview.avi

and there are lots of pix from it on my newsgroup
(alt.fan.ana-voog)
and also at dankitti's bbs and dankitti's home page(link to it
in 
anarchives)
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