anadream
(dreams people have had about anything to do with "the anaverse". the "anaverse" is anything having to do with anacam)
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AZURA BLUE:
oh i am at workand i just woke up (it is 4am) and i just had this dream about you! i was going to a computer to look up anacam
and you were standing there. we sat on the floor and drank some yummy tea out of really gorgeous cups. then you said 'go look over there'and there were 2 'crispy nun' 7 inches but they said 11.19.99 on them and 11.22.99 and the cover was black and white on brown cardboard and it was you in a corset, smoking a cigarette and wearing this really great 1920's coat. on the back there were three songs, one called '10,000 oceans (revist and revise) and the other two were in alien. you told me they sold them at starbucks and they were selling like hotcakes. then
it started pouring and you ran to the streetto wave at taxi cabs.
funny dream huh?

ASTERISK:
Oh no its finally happened, this cam has permeated my subconscious and Ana and Fetik3 were in one of my dreams!
It was one of those epic dreams with a lot of different scenes (unrealated to anacam) but in one segment I dreamed I was a guest at their house...but their house was like the Winchester Mystery House, a house that was built by an eccentric millionairess and has like a gajillion rooms that has stairs leading to nowhere etc and part of whose construction was supposedly "guided by spirits." (representative of the new site?) I was basically just going about my business but then I ran into the two of them in a hallway that had a lot of doors leading to different rooms. Both of them literally had "transparant skin" and I could see all kinds of veins in their faces, but it was no big deal, like it wasn't scary or repulsive or anything. I looked in a mirror and saw that I had one big vein running on the side of my face. Ana was putting on makeup that made the veins disappear like magic. She held up the little jar of makeup and offered some to me. I put some on and it totally covered the vein on my face. "Wow, good makeup." I said, and then moved on to some other facet of the dream unrelated to Ana or Fetik3. ??

ISABELLA:
i've had quite a few ana dreams... =) the last one i had was around the time ana and jason were doing the a & e interview... i dreamt that ana, jason, and i met at this hotel (i guess it was?) which had a huge courtyard/gazebo restaurant thang that overlooked this lovely garden... there was a hill, and down at the bottom of the hill u could sit by the water (hotel had a mote or something) and watch the sail boats... the colors were very vibrant in the dream... ana and jason were doing a music video and i came to watch them rehearse... i watched from a sound booth, alone, but i could hear people talking in another room, while they worked on the sound, etc.... the video was *very* trippy--- in the video, ana and jason were moving within the tv static (u know, like when a tv station ends for the nite, and there is snow/static...) and they were "made" of static, tho i could see the outline of them, their bodies moving thru the static... i just kept thinking to myself, "wow... how r they doing that? that's amazing"....

MORGAINE:
Anyway, my dream was a silly one. I dreamt that Ana and Fetik3 issued a joint statement on a bbs somewhere (I think it was dankitti's) about the cam. They said that they would only keep doing artistic cam things until the end of this month. Then they were going to base the website on their personal appearances. They were going to solicit advice about their hair, etc. They said this as sort of a sarcastic rebuttal to all the people that had been mean to them in the bbs before.
I woke up giggling, what a weird silly dream :)

FADE:
I dreamt I had won a contest to come to MN and have dinner with ana and jason. Ana was in her old apartment only it looked different. Her house had A LOT of stuff in it and it was pretty dark. Ana had all these tiny square cams built into the wall to allow all kinds of different angles. I got to be on cam and a bunch of emails came in asking questions about me. Ana was using microsoft exchange for email. Then for some reason, we decided to all go to colorado which is where i live, only it looked like indiana in my dream. Ana and I were discussing her buying a house in the subdivision we were driving through and then we went to a shoe store and started trying on fabulous shoes.

or:

There was a contest for the winner to go to MN and spend the day with Ana. I won. Ana, for some reason, was in her old apartment but it looked totally different. She was on the ground floor and somehow I *knew* it was a trailer or a house but it was still her apartment. Out the window, the yard sloped down towards a chain link fence. It was very dreary and wet outside. Behind the fence there was a ditch and I saw an old junked out car/truck that was all rusted. Inside Ana's apartment, I was sitting on the couch and Ana and I were chit chatting. Jason kept making brief appearances and would run off to do something else. Repeatedly. Off to the right, there was a computer that I *knew* was a compaq and seemed to be the same computer that I used when I worked for SyQuest. Microsoft Exchange was open (The email prog we had to use when I did email support.) Ana had a million tiny square cameras imbedded in the walls. They were about one inch square. She explained to me how all these million cameras were how she got such cool camera angles. Email was pouring in about the contest and wondering who I was, asking questions and so forth. Ana and I answered some emails. And at that point, I remember the smell of lasagna. I think Jason was making dinner. I also remember tinfoil being on some of the windows. At that point, we decided to go to my home here in Colorado. So we drove here in about five minutes. We were driving through all these field-ish prarie areas and we saw a new subdivision. Ana and I discussed how much we wanted to live in these new beautiful houses. Next, we made our way to a shoe store that also sold vintage clothing. We walked around, looking at all the fabulous shoes and dresses and I remember wanting to buy one but couldn't because I couldn't make up my mind and I felt too fat to wear one of the dresses. There was also a black cat that was also a black shoe with lots of little straps. Ana was going to buy a bunch of shoes. I don't remember anything else. I think I woke up at this point.
FREDERIC:
I saw you on planet Mars 2 days ago in my dreams. You wanted so bad to be the #1 cam that you signed the Microsoft deal - to be sent to Mars! You liked to be alone there, may be from your snow days. You liked the fact that people could see you 24/24, and you were telling us your feelings. You liked the colors of the sky, mostly pink and red, but you were scared of the powerful wind which did folded the reception antenna... You had all the movies on Digital format and spending time to watch them all... Strange but why not!
TAMI:
Funny I got this e-mail when I did!! I had the strangest dream last night about you and your dog, Deiter!! I dreamt that you held a message up to the cam asking anyone who is having problems with their dog's going potty on the floor to call you. (I just bought a teacup Chihuahua that will NOT use the paper and I am constantly following him around cleaning up messes, or waking up first thing in the morning and stepping in them!) So I immediately called you and told you of the problems I was having, you then told me to come over and we would put our heads together and come up with a solution!!
When I arrived, you were holding him with your left hand, kind of tucked under your arm, and you were coughing up a blue streak! I asked what was wrong with you and you said "Deiter's accidents on the floor have given me allergies". We then put our two dogs together and watched what they did, the weird thing was we could understand what they telepathically transmitted to each other!! We heard my dog say, "so, is this where you do your thing"? and Deiter said, "yep, as much as she hates it, this is my potty spot", then my dog said, "cool and urinated all over the floor". We were screaming at them to stop doing this and stop driving us crazy and they would run all around the room lifting their legs on everything and then looking at us and laughing!! It was the weirdest dream ever!! That was pretty much the end, I awoke to find out my dog pissed at the foot of my bed, ON MY BED!! Hmmmm.....
DANKITTI:
i had a dream that i was going to a tori amos bed-concert. NO seats in the theater, just beds. you watch the tori concert in bed. anywho, i saw tori a few hours before the show, and i wanted to know if she knew ana voog. so i asked tori if she knew ana, and she sang "if i could i'd be a star for you" from hollywood.i had a dream about an episode of star trek: voyager. captain janeway and seven of nine were on this planet and they were in this cave with a lot of computer equiptment. i forget what they were doing, but ana was on the computer monitor the whole time and captain janeway was talking with ana the whole time.i was in this bar where ana was going to be playing, and i briefly sawana & jason going to thee backstage area getting ready to go on. butshe waved to me & i *did* see that. the artist formerly known as prince was in the bar & i was talking to him & at one point i mentioned *2* references to purple things in his music: purple rain & the sky was all purple. obviously in reference to the teletubbies thingie. but i did not actually get to see ana sing. :(
DELVE:
oh happy day , er , night i had an ANADREAM !
mostly, i remember crawling on long single-log bridges over the ocean/lake (rather skinny logs, at various heights over the water, with platforms to stand on and smoke scattered throughout the watersphere). i had gotten the hang of moving about on these things when there was just one, but i got to a platform where one log came in but two went out in parrelel (but with proper spelling). i was leery of this because i felt the second log would be distracting to my vision ane make me dizzy (like can sometimes happen high up in mountains when the peaks of lower hills all seem to move their own direction). this is where i first remember Ana appearing. she said "bah, i do this all the time" and started crawling along one log. I went slowly on the other, sometimes hanging off and dangling over the water to rest (??). Next thing I remember was like bungee jumping. Except I don't remember there being any ropes. It's like there was a connection to one of these logs (flight?) so one could jump off and be able to spring back up. The trick was to hit the water perfectly, or you'd bounce off. We had a competition to see who could go all the way to the lake/ocean floor and spring back up. mmm , dreaming underwater. we both made it all the way to the ocean floor, but ana was faster (i swear it was because where i finally touched bottom was a bit deeper than her spot, but i hold no grudges). And that's about all I remember. The other dream I remember (two remembered dreams in one night, this is madness!) had me falling asleep at some dance club that was in the basement of a hip clothing shop. *shrug* there were plenty of odd moments, but no real need to explain them here. dreaming of sleep. what's that about? :)
DEVA:
K-- I'm an avid watcher of anacam, although I'm not a member or anything.. but I think that my dreams are trying to tell me something cause all week I've had dreams revolving around AnAVooG.
The craziest one I just felt that I had to share: I had just returned home to Minneapolis after a month on location in Antarctica where I was a professional inner-tuber thru these tunnels that are in the icebergs.
The water was actually very warm in some areas--believe it or not. Anyhoo-- so I return home and find that I have no place to live and am in need of renting a room. Who should have an upstairs room just my size, but Ms. AnAVoog!
I go to view the house and it's a typical crappy Minneapolis college student's home that only those of us that have ever lived in Minneapolis can understand the levels of grime on the floor. Piles and piles of dishes in the one aluminum based sink
and hardly any paint on the walls. So I take it! Here's where it gets strange: (not that you haven't fallen asleep already)... AnaVooG is married to Howard Stern, who also lives in the house and they have this bizarre mating ritual that drove me crazy every nite... In order to seduce eachother, AnA pretends she's dead on the bed in their room and as Howard is about to come upon her lifeless body, she jumps up and starts playing the clarinet very loudly-- I think it was a Greek tune. Everynite as they made love to their Greek clarinet music I was forced to leave the house and spend the nite on the neighbor's trampoline.
K-- that's enuff... if I have ANOTHER weird one I'll tell you about it.. hopefully it's shorter, eh?

MILK :
Last night I just remembered I drempt about Ana. This is the second time, and they were both about the same thing.
I dreampt that Ana was at my house and she told me that if she ever woke up in the middle of the night and started to go into a corner and cry for me to think nothing of it.She said she has a lot of fear issues and sometimes they play with her mind. So, I heard someone or something in the bathroom crying or whining, and I thought it was my cat,but I looked to the side of the potty and Ana was there in a little ball crying. So I tried to make her feel better and sher with her my HUGE fear issues and how I've overcame a lot of them but MANY stillplay with my mind in weird ways....weird dream huh?

SUSHUMA :
I dreamed that I just happened to be reading this article on a super-modern campground in Maryland that had space availability in September ... then the dream flashed forward to everyone from Ana2 arriving at the campground, unpacking their camp gear. In the dream I knew there were electrical hook-ups for everybody's computers (ah, but were there modem hook-ups?), and I imagined Ana broadcasting live from the evening campfire.
(What is interesting to me about this dream is that during the summer I usually go on one campout a month with my meditation group, and in September many people are leaving for a trip to Scotland but I'm not going.)

CELTIC KING:
Well, I think most of the dream was pure media regurgitation. You'll get it when I get a little further along. It all started in the convenience store...................
I was walking into a convenience store with my Clansman Mick MacMichaels (I don't know anyone with that name, but in the dream I did) and there was Ana, in all of here naked glory (didn't seem too weird in the dream). I walk up to introduce myself, and she picks up a baseball bat and swings. Luckily, I ducked, and instinct caused me to pull the sword from my back (if I remember correctly, it was my 42 inch broadsword) and cut the bat in half. Ana stares at me, mouth agape and all, then, looking me up and down, seeing the kilt and the scar on the arm, a flit of recognition crosses her face.
As Jason is rounding the corner of the aisle, Ana runs up and gives me a huge hug. Of course, there is a look of puzzlement on his face, until he, too, recognizes me. Then he comes up and joins us, and we all group hug :) (everyone...one, two, three...AAAAWWWWWWW!)
We start to leave the convenience store (with beer and chips, of course) and next door is a clothing store. We get Ana some clothes, and she ends up ripping them up a little to make the sweatshirt and jeans look more like her style. Then we go to my apartment and..........
This is the funny part...........
Are ya ready for this.......................?
We are attacked by a bunch of ninjas! Ana is no longer wearing the jeans and sweatshirt, she is wearing all patent leather (ala The Matrix) as is Jason and Mick. I am still wearing the kilt, but the armour is now kevlar and the sword is now a light saber.(told ya it was media regurgitation!) The ninjas come at us, as we begin taking them out, we see that they are actually robots. (BTW, Jason, you kicked total ass with the ten-gauge shotgun, and Ana, you went unbelievably postal with the katana and wakasashi.)
Then, for some reason, we are sitting around in Ana/Jason's apartment listening to a song that Ana had written and recorded. It was recorded with a distortion that sounded like a scratched up old LP (vinyl, eeeewwwww). I actually remembered part of the chorus when I woke this morning. "When everything it seems, it part of an animal dream".
Then Jason started recording Ana and I singing a duet of "Elanai cre Teir Na Nog" and wanted to make a remix/dance/techno version of it. I thought that it would sound kinda freaky to have a 3000 year old song with bagpipe accompaniment play in a dance club.
Then I woke up 'cause I had to pee.

FREDERIC:

I saw you on planet Mars 2 days ago in my dreams. You wanted so bad to be the #1 cam that you signed the Microsoft deal - to be sent to Mars! You liked to be alone there, may be from your snow days. You liked the fact that people could see you 24/24, and you were telling us your feelings.You liked the colors of the sky, mostly pink and red, but you were scared of the powerful wind which did folded the reception antenna... You had all
the movies on Digital format and spending time to watch them all... Strange but why not!

MUMPSIMUS:
Last nite i dreamt i had moved into the ground floor of this neat old house and you lived upstairs... i can't figure out what house it was, tho i can usually identify dream locales... you had two roommates, Darling and Melissa, who were lesbians... Melissa sort of looked like Joan Chen, and crawled around like a cat... they were stand-offish at first but warmed up to me when they saw how good i was with their baby, whom i subsequently babysat... they introduced me to you, and we realized we knew each other in kindergarten... at some point i was somehow
accused of stealing a microphone of yours, the kind that hangs over the front of a computer... i found the mic, proving i hadn't stolen it, but it had changed from beige to black, and was now made out of that primitive plastic from the 50's (bakelite?). you came into my room and climbed in bed with me, all warm and snuggly, telling me you forgave me, not just for the microphone, but for 'everything', which was a good feeling. then i dreamt i woke up (still living in that house) and told you about the dream... then i dreamt i woke up for real and sent you e-mail about it... then i woke up for real, hence this message.

PETER PURGATHOFER :
you appeared in my dreams last night. in the dream, my girlfriend and i resided in the same hotel as you, and attended some sort of fair or conference (that you also attended), and i wanted to see you in person and talk to you. so i went upstairs, were you were sitting with some people, talking, and i thought, oh my, how can i get her attention, so i faked that i stumbled and fell to the ground, making a lot of noise, and sliding on the ground around the corner were you sat with these people. i put on an
embarrassed grin and said "hi" and you said "hi" (or hello or something) and looked at me (thank you). cannot remember what happened then, but i went downstairs a little later (the corridors you were sitting in with these people actually didn't look like hotel corridors at all, more like schoolcorridors)

two remarks:
- faking accidents to get peoples attention was something i used to do when i was a kid
- i heard your voice in the dream, and the whole talking situation you were in was a lot like when you were with these people who have that liveplayer (or something) webcam on were you actually see people moving and hear them talking (and the software crashes on you after a couple of minutes).
MORGAINE:
I had a dream last night that I was going to see Ana so I set off on a trip across the city. Ana and fetik lived above a music store so I stopped in there first. Then I realized that Ana had Pooka in a dog show that day, so I set off to the dog show, where I found that they had trimmed off all Pooka's pretty long fur. He didn't behave very well so he did not win the dog show.
Then Ana and I went back to her house and hung out with fetik and I played with Pooka and Deiter and they loved me so, and I called them things like "slurpster" and "shmucker puff" the way Ana does :)
umm I guess it was more of a Pooka dream...oh well.

KATT:
It had something to do with you making anadolls with that plastique stuff, but when you baked them they all melted. Then you tried again and they came out looking like honey bears. That's all I remember...

AZURA BLUE:
hey, i had a dream, dejavu, about when i saw u and jason at tori (choirgirl tour) and i was all tripping and giggly...well anyway, i had a dream that we 3 had special floating seats, that hovered above the stage, and we said "tori why are u selling 15$ programs?" and she saidd "your'e right! that's silly. " and all the programs turned into flower petals. then i looked at jason and
he had dyed his hair black! and you smiled and said "now he's a dark avenger,,,but kind" and we 3 said "KIIIIIIIINNNNNNDDDD"
all drawn out. weird.

JENNX:
i didn't actually have contact w/ ana in my dream... here's what happened (just incase someone cares... ) my dreams have been really intense and vivid lately (happens when i'm really stressed), so the dream was kind of more emotion than it was actual stuff happening.... i was in hotel w/ my father.. and i think i was a lot younger... there was an announcement on tv that ana was going to be in concert somewhere (maybe in new york... not sure,,, i just know it was somewhere far) i really really really wanted to go... but my father wounldn't let me..it was this big ordeal, w/ me crying and begging, and there was a count down on the tv .."3 hours left...", ana was on the tv, but in still shots, like the cam... i kept trying to go, but my dad wouldn't let me... it was this big struggle, and really emotional... i guess i can't really explain it... but i can still sort of see it and feel it.... if anyone is into dream analysis, let me know what you think.. but it's not something bad about my dad, cuz he and i get along really well....
oh, in another part of the dream, this is just weird, i really wanted to run... just run and run and run, and i figured out that a grocery store is the best place for this, cuz it's airconditioned...so i'm running w/ this guy, and he gives me a tiny bottle of something to take instead of drinking water. then i stop at the bakery and buy a cupcake, even thought i don't want it, and know it's a stupid thing to do cuz i'm excersizing.... the dream went on and on. i hate my dreams, they are really strange and they fuck w/ my head, even when i'm awake... and i wake up feeling like i haven't slept (and i really need sleep right now...)... ok, i'm done bitching..just thought i'd share the ana dream
ROBERT:
[Author's note: I have no control over what my subconcious dreams up, I am not going to be running off to Minn expecting Ana to swoon over my decrepit 37 year old form, and I wish Ana and Jason all happiness in the world.] Yes, why not start your posting history with your Ana dream! Make a total fool of yourself!
OK.
Note: I am reminded of the old Flipper song 'Ever' 'Ever take control of a dream, and play all the parts and set all the scenes' as I write this. The first scene is set for some reason, in my grandmother's old house in Knoxville TN. I am nude and crawling into bed with Ana, who is not. I assume I am going to
go to sleep, but Ana notices me and starts fooling around with me. She has to get up to go get here diaphram, and I see her in the kitchen. We go back to the bedroom. Note in the dream I know Ana is living with Jason The odd thing is the whole sex part is then edited out by my brain, because the next scene is Ana in a gray pinstripe business suit at a fern bar type restarant. She is looking at me slightly disdanfully. I think to myself 'she looks like she just go rejected from a job interview' and think this has something to with the sex I can't remember (not that I can't remember now, in the dream I can't remember it)
The next scene is in a deserted dorm on the top floor. Their is a lot of graffitti on the walls. Ana wants to know about the sex, I tell her I can't remember, like Iit was taken out of my head. She then becomes curious and tells me what happened with the sex that I can't remember (which apparently was OK) Then I wake up. Well, it's better than the 'I've got a exam in a class I've never attended' dream
CELTIC KING:
I had a pretty weird (but cool) dream last night. And Ana, you were in it. We were very close in the dream, like good friends. Fetik and my wife, the Celtic Queen, were there as well. We were hanging out on the beach, every one of us under this giant umbrella. Then, in that funky way that dreams do, we switched to roller skating in a dry swimming pool. It was a blast.
The weirdest part was how close a friendship we seemed to have in the dream. I have read about you and read what you've written and seen the way you live, but I don't know you. You don't know me. It kinda gave me this good feeling, like sometime in the future, total strangers will be able to hang out and roller skate or whatever without any problems or preconceptions.
Noodlebat:
for once i was glad to have some strange dreams as opposed to horrible dreams .. ana mentioned something about wanting to know about dreams ppl had about her and lately i had something like fragments .. not much of dreams ... one part was her standing on her head in front of the cam with some sort of kalidascope(sp?) filter .. the other part was her sitting in my kitchen and we were just talking i think .. just fragments
the other part wasn't quite ana but related i think .. first just random dreams, something about being in the woods in a house on stilts .. lots of ppl there and i was running up and down this hill because somebody told me i was fat .. then suddenly i was in mirc .. tho im mot sure it was mirc .. i was still in the same setting just suddenly there were words infront of me .. and i asked the quiet-bot .. $define fetik and it said "a small furry animal, soft to the touch and cute to the eyes" and then i said $define life and it said "the sum of everything divided by fish"
i always assumed that if i were to know the meaning of life that it would come in a dream ... hmmm i could take from this what i already know .. "stop taking life so seriously" or "you're a nutcase, get over it!" hehehe either way it's still silly .. anyhow .. thats my rant for now :D

FADE:
I had the strangest dream. But Ana was in it. In a rather... Odd way.I was back in 9th grade. (The last year I was in school before I dropped out) and in my dream I had been away from school the same amount of time I have been now, but I had decided to go back. In my dream I was on my way to social studies, my last period class, and I was climbing the steps. At the top my old SS teacher was standing there. I can't spell his name. He always told us to call him Mr H. So anyway, I saw him and almost started to cry. He was a really nice guy. He had known me since I was a baby because he was a friend of my mom's who used to teach with him. And I had this overwhelming sadness. I don't remember what happened right after that but I remember wanting to go and hug him because he looked so sad as well. We in my dream had elevators in the school and the school was 7 floors high instead of the real life 3. I ended up getting in the elevator with some other girls who were being very snobby to me. I pushed the 2 button and asked them where they wanted to go. The numbers only went up to four but when you got to the 4th floor, you could then go to the 7th. They said they weregoing to the 7th. As I was on the 1st floor I felt very embarrassed that I was using the elevator to only go up one floor. I felt very fat and lazy. Next thing I remember, these horrible vampires were attacking the city. Think of Interview with the Vampire or Vampire the Masquerade vampires and not the cheesy horror movie vampires. These were sophisticated intelligent vampires who were still very primal in some ways. Me and some other people were driving around trying to find a way to get rid of them. We ended up in this diner place that looked like the bar in jackie brown. This vampire with a WHITE face. white like the colour, not pale. was chasing us. We got him on thsi table and were trying to crucify him but couldn't find anything. I started using toothpicks in his hands and feet but I couldn't get him in the standard crucifcation position.. and how you can crucify someone WITHOUT a cross, I don't know.. bear with me. The toothpicks weren't working so we looked around for something else, all the while sitting on his legs and arms. Someone handed me a drawing pencil. I don't know how to describe it. It is this shading pencil I have for when I draw. Maybe you guys who draw know what I'm talking about. It is entited "deep shade". I hesitated, not wanting to stick it through his hand but finally I bucked up and rammed it through. It felt disgusting. I was also worried about messing up the tendons and veins in his hand. Although teh strangeness was that it was MY hand i was crucifying. My small pale hand. Eventually we had him pinned to the table with pencils and toothpicks. We ran outside and got back into the car. The car looked like a grey-blue version of that car that it seemed like EVERYONE drove in teh wedding singer. both the girl and adam sandler had the same car in the movie. If you've seen it recently you know what I'm talking about. So then we drove to a diary queen parking lot and piled into other peoples cars and took off again. Then we went to this place where jimmy - my boyfriend - in my dream used to work. It was this big chemical engineering place. It looked so COOL on the inside. Jimmy took us into this big room where all these experiments were going on. It was dark and kind of weird but so awesome at the same time. This guy was doing something and shot a bunch of blue and orange fire out of a beaker. Another guy came over and yelled at us telling us we couldn't be in thsi room. So we left and started walking down the halls. This place looked alien. Kind of like ... I don't know. Weird. White. They had an indoor softball court only it looked like a raquet ball court. I remember thinking of this place as a mental hospital. I felt so much like Sylvia Plath. If you don't know who that is, she is a poet who wrote a book about her depression and decent into madness. We then went to the cafeteria. On each table there were names and buttons. Jimmy went to a table and spoke to the girl sitting there. I saw my "sister"s name there. Not my real life sister but you guys know what I mean. Jimmy said, "Where's my book?" the girl said something and pointed to a button. Jimmy pressed the button and a drawer slid out. There was my chemistry book from 9th grade only it was white and small. It had feminine handwriting on it in pink. Big loopy hand writing. He opened it up and got the phone number of the person he needed to talk toout of it. I turned around and there was this big counter thing that was like a cafeteria thing only you got job apps there. I asked what kind of experience you needed to work at this place and the guy kept telling me you needed a four year degree which was utter bull because Jimmy doesn't have a four year degree and he was working there. Jimmy got the information he needed and this big hanger bay ish thing opened and Jimmy and the two unknown people who were with us went outside and flew away toward the sky. They had to blow up a space ship. I finished filling out the app and tried to fly. I hopped around outside and couldn't get off the ground. I felt like SHIT because JImmy was saving the world and I was filling out a bloody application. I kept looking up at the sky.. standing on this dirt plain with dead grass. I saw some things up in the sky move and explode. He had to distroy them to kill the vampires. Something in the sky broke apart and fell to the earth and landed in the field across from the ditch. I felt the same sadness as before. Then I saw black specs moving about in the sky and I knew it was Jimmy. They came down and landed a few hundred feet away. I ran over there to them. Jimmy turned into my best friend from 6th grade who I can't stand anymore. He was wearing a batman costume. I was very grateful and loving because it was still Jimmy to me. he brushed me off. We went inside the building again and went into a smaller more homey room. I went into this big shower room to get clean. There was another vampire in there. Maybe the same one. It also had the weird white face. The water kept building up on the floor until there were several inches of water.. I don't remember anything else.
I think the ana dream was a different dream but they all ran together. I was, again, in ana's old apt. Next to her bed there was a computer and I was looking around on the computer. All of a sudden this real video thing came up of ana going down on her girlfriend. It disappeared. I was thinking, what the hell? so I looked around.. and went to start and then programs and then some "special" folder or something like that.. and found all these videos. I opened up another one and there was some woman who I knew was ana's friend doing a strip tease. Another had a bunch of women doing gymnastics. WEIRD!

Fade. I hurt after typing all that. We are having a dust storm. It smells of so much dust here. It is giving me a huge headache. I keep sneezing and my eyes feel gummy. :(

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