6.30.1991
i just discovered that since the 13th of june i've been writing 6 instead of 9 for the month. very strange!!! i am going through the 9 cycle period right now and before i went to bed i looked at the clock and it said 3:33. it gave me the creeps. wendy and i were just talking about 3's last night and i've been thinking about them a lot since reading communion and transformation and the meaning of the triangle. now i'm reading the illuminatus trilogy. when cris woke me up this morning to tell me goodbye as he went off to work, i remembered i was dreaming about dead babies diemboweled bloated. washed up along the shore. it's always major change when i start dreaming of death or babies or BOTH! AUGH! what will it be?