1. the love of my family (jason, puplets, ana2)
2. i do what i love for a living
3. a roof over my head
4. my creativity
5. my resilience
6. my spirituality
7. my sense of humour
8. my health
9. my money
10. crocheting

you can be assured that if i am supposed to be doing something...
i will be doing the opposite.

for instance, i have to be up at 9am to see my dad for thanksgiving,
so i should be asleep.
but instead i am up making pictures, chomping on smoked gouda cheese,
and watching a bio on freud.

if i have to be somewhere,
that's when i'll get the urge to finally tackle cleaning the kitchen.

it's nuts.

i had a dream that a girl wearing a rainbow coloured fish mask
sang a beautiful poem.
it was so beautiful and sad that it broke my spirit.