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Saturday, August 26th, 2000


12:31p i dreamt i was on howard stern's show, and hw was actually nice 2 me, and i got 2 play around with his Real Doll. i want one of those dolls so much! have u ever seen them?
www.realdoll.com but the are 5 grand!
SOMDAY i swear i'm gonna get one. and someday i'm gonna build myself a real android :)
Re: REAL DOLLIE
ana
2000-08-26 23:23
i would choose the body that she is shown with..is that body #2?

i thought about maybe going for the small breasted one, but heck i know what THOSE feel like since i had small breasts ( well, actually i wasn't even an A)

so i want her with the body she is shown in.
i'd also buy her a wicked pair of boots :)

which one do u like?

Re: REAL DOLLIE
ana
2000-08-26 13:11
actually, most of their "models" are only 5'1" :)
i want the asian one. i think she looks the prettiest and the least scary.
and for some reason, she looks the most thoughtful

i would get her with no make up and a grench manicure and no pubic hair and i'd put her in a red bobbed wig...or maybe just have her bald.

then i'd get her nipples pierced, and maybe i would tattoo her whole body :)

i wish i could get her skin colour in SILVER.

a reply from duckydoolittle re: howard:

Re: pretty monster
duckydoo
2000-08-28 11:44
Hi ana... You will probably understand this... I moved. And lost my bookmarked link to the sleep station. (Bimbo.) I went through the ruffest roller coaster ride. Had a business partner lay down a dirty rug and the pull it out from under me. (The entertainment business is not pretty.) And through all of that, I lost my book mark. Lost my DuckyCAM for a short time. I am finally back up and erect! I still remember my password. If you send the link, I will sleep with you again.

Stern was a curious affair. I had just come home from a tour with the circus. He invited me on the show. I had no idea who he was because I live in a bubble. So I went on and I stole the show. I put Howard over my knee and spanked him with a rubber chicken.

But the aftermath was the best part. It took me an hour to get home from the studio. In that time I had 200,000 hits on my site and thousands of gushing fan emails. Literally. And it went on like that for days. Then it aired in E! TV five times. They still air it. And every time I feel a riple in my email box. It was a good experience. His fan base is insane. They gobble up anything he feeds them. Even me. And the Real Doll sat there in her chair. Looking like a strung out hooker. xoxo - Ducky

Sunday, August 27th, 2000


1:33a look at these BEAUTIFUL mannequins i bought!
http://cgi.ebay.com/aw-cgi/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=412158366
and
http://cgi.ebay.com/aw-cgi/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=412159635

i am so very in love with them!
they are adel rootstein mannequins, which are my very fave :)

i also received a free mannequin todat frommy friuend chris strouth. did u see her on cam? i need a name for her, i am thinking maybe gillian :)

i am so happy i won those two mannequins i cannot even tell u how elated!

i watched a movie today called eXentZ
i think that' show u spell it...it's by the guy who did the naked lunch movie. i LOVED it!

speaking of naked lunch, i a still looking for typewriters with different alphabets from enlglish

like japanese, russian, arabic :)

perhaps i shall check ebay.

i am also looking for telescopes and vintage marbles :)

god, i love the net :)

i am also keeping my eye on a few other items on ebay...but i'm not gonna tell u what just yet :)

is there a lightning storm in paris i'm missing? :)

10:08p i am feeling better now. tomorrow i'm going 2 the state fair with my dad at 10am. so i better get 2 sleep at a decent hour tonight

Monday, August 28th, 2000


9:59a but it's really rainy out. my eyes are still half closed from sleepiness ( i got up at 9am, eek. )
gotta get into the bath.


i am thinking now of redaing my journals nad turning them into mp3s ad putting them up, and maybe someone will type those out for me. that's my next line of thinking..but i dunno!

i have so much more 2 say, but i have 2 get reday , my dad will be here in 35 minutes!

i wish my camcorder batteries would last longer than an hour or so. but i'm gonna bring lots of cameras.

i got film developed that i took with the lomo cam the other day, and all the pictures turned out pretty cruddy.

i really love taking pix with the camcorder cause what u see is what u get. i'll stick to polaroids and camcorders!
but i do have lots of film for the lomo cam , so i may as well use that up...and i'll see what oddities i can take at the fair. :)

maybe i'll just bring my izone camera :) i dunno! ack! i have so many cameras! but none are the perfect kind!

i need a digital camera!

8:02p i'm too stuffed with mini donuts to type. gonna go take a quick bath. it was so nice to spend the day with my dad. i love him so much :)

came home. jason's gone. dunno where.

i didn't take any pictures at the fair, i was too busy talking 2 my dad and looking at stuff :) i guess in other state's they don't have fairs like we do here in minnesota.
doesn't every state have a state fair? i thought they did. is ours just the most notoriously decandantly kitchy with everything battered and on a stick? ( hmm, now THAT does sound kinkier than it actually is :)

i feel a thin layer of skuz all over my body. erik finally gave me a call last night! so, when i get some time i'll call me back and then see what happens with this streaming thang.

i bought an obsidian orb that must weight about a pound, it's gorgeous :)
except they said it had no ash in it, and then hours later, when i take the sticker off, i found they were covering up a tiny piece of ash, those weasels. i was gonna take it back and ask for a refund, but i had already grown too attached to it and i've decided it's its third eye or belly button or both at once.

i have been obesssed about rocks since day 1. i got hooked on obsidian when my mom used to give me polished pieces of "apache tear" to hold during church to keep me calm...she siad it was my "calming down stone". and still to this day that's what i use it for.

a piece of obsidian like i bopught today tho, is quite seriously intense.

Tuesday, August 29th, 2000


6:32a woke up for a sec. had lots of dreams about having sex with jason :) too bad he is asleep right now!
6:30am
sun's coming up. days getting shorter.
gonna go back 2 bed soon
i prefer dusk 2 dawn, most times.
hey marco, just lettin u know i am still revved :)

i slept with my obsidian orb :)
it was pressed into my belly button
jason is sleeping like a cute baby bear :)

7:35p today is deiter's 2nd birthday!!! i didn't even remember! i have to find out when pooka's birthday is! i'm going to the store now 2 buy some doggie treats :)

Wednesday, August 30th, 2000


1:03p i have all these things i wanna work on in ana2, like get up tons of archives, and i finally got some headway at cleaning the house because i got those shelves, and i was starting 2 feel creative...and now..after going to the state fair with my dad, i woke up with a horrible rotten cold, so i have no energy at all. :( *meow* :(

so, if my cam gets mighty boring and nothing gets done in the next few days, u know why

*sigh*
*falls over into the couch upside down*