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this is what
i wrote in today's "read
my mind"
and page 9 added 2 http://www.ana2.com/book/book9.html
and a new song: http://www.anacam.com/anamusiq/ana voog - ana voog's strawberry fields hollywood remix.mp3
Sunday, April
30th, 2000
1:11a i'm listening 2 the marine girls ( traci thorn's 1st band) and i am
getting quit etipsy. jason went 2 bed long ago. i am still typing out my old
journals. it suck sm eback becaise it is so intense. i can smell it taste
it, and that's very interesting but not exactly fun. soon i'll stop and ftp
it.
1:50a ok, page nine added to "book" on ana2. i can't type anymore
for i can't type anyway, but i certainly can't type while tipsy! hopefully
i can still read it with all the typos! it is very interesting 2 read my old
journals....the same themes keep popping up in my life time after time!
Saturday, April 29th, 2000
11:02 pm ok, i made an mp3 of it! u can go to "anamusiq" in the
menu to get to it, or go straight to this very very long url: http://www.anacam.com/anamusiq/ana
voog - ana voog's strawberry fields hollywood remix.mp3 i hope u will enjoy
it!
10:17 pm ok, starting where i left off. 05-22-90......when i finish typing
i'll ftp it up into the "book" section" of ana2. ack, tho..i
really wanna show u this cool remix of my song hollywood that never hot released.
perhaps i will try 2 understand this audio catylsyt thing 1st and make an
mp3 of it for u 2 hear.....'cause i am listening 2it right now and it frustrates
me so much that u cannot hear it too
10:01 pm i bought some new drink called "mike's hard lemonade" it's
pretty good. jason went over 2 his friend, jame's house but he'll probably
be home very soon 'cause jason is so tired, his eyes are even red. i think
i will type out a little bit of my old journals now since that's all i ever
talk about that i want 2 get done. even if i just type it out a little bit,
it's that much closer 2 being finished altho, in actuality it will most likely
take me a year 2 type it all out and 2 years if all i ever do is talk about
typing it out but never do. i have 2 grab all this stuff on my desk and put
it on t he floor 2 make room 2 lay out my journal so i can see it. plus i
will install that mavis beacon thing tonight.
9:30 pm ok, i did change it in the menu to say "click my brain",
'cause if i go try 2 change the caption, the cycler will start all over again
with the very first picture, and i'm not gonna make that mistake again! i'd
rather change the menu than change the caption today! so click my brain it
is!
9:27 pm god, i havve my caption on anacam saying "click my brain"
2 get to this section and it's not called "click my brain" it's
called "read my mind" ! LOL :) what was i thinking??? maybe i should
change the title of it to "click my brain" because that is too funny!
9:08 pm ok, wait...i'm not getting into the bath..that'll have 2 wait...i'm
gonna go get some cider 'cause the store closes soon. hopefully that'll make
me tired so i can go 2 bed sooner than 7am.
9:02 pm i'm making a bubblebath and lighting candles and sandalwood incense
:) i'm such a scum i really need 2 soak and shave my legs with my new mach-3.
have u tried that mach03 made by gillette? u really should , it's the best
damn razor in thee werld. ( jason turned me onto it ,maaaaan ) i'm gonna go
drag my laptop in there so, i'll be on cam2 and then also i can listen 2 musiq
on my little laptop speakers. oh, and jason just cam ehome this very instant
from dinner with his parents and the dogs are running in little circles of
excitement :)
8:51 pm check out this very cool ana-mation scott bateman made ( www.batemania.com)
from some of my cam pictures: http://www.batemania.com/animation/films/testfilm.rm
it'll take a bit 2 download it, but it's totally worth it.it's about 40 seconds
long and he told me he is going 2 work on it more and make it threee minutes
and also add some of my music that he is going 2 remix to it :) yay!
8:49 pm i just changed the refresh on anacam to 2 minutes just for today...i
don't know if anyone will notice or not...it's a quietish day in the "anaverse"
so far
8:34 pm that was a lot 2 take in, skimming it. eek. lots 2 go back and reread.
i turned off the tv 'cause it was sensory overload. i want 2 do too many things
all at once. i want 2 know everything all at once right now. i need 2 learn
more discipline. and get prioritize. augh. i have at least decided that learning
braiille and sign language are not that important 2 my life right now, as
much as i'd like 2 learn that. and crocheting too, will have 2 wait. i need
2 learn how 2 type and how 2 meditate and at LEAST stretch everyday if i'm
not going 2 excerise.sheesh. i ned some discipline right now. even so, even
when i think i don't egt much done, i really do get a lot done each day...and
i find that out by being able 2 look back at my archives of my cam. i can
see that i did indeed get a lot done, and i'm probably getting a lot done
right now too, more than i know, perhaps. still, i think my potential could
be far greater and i could do a lot more with a lot less effort if i learned
to ground myself better and tap into "the source" that i'm most
always only 1/2 tapped into just because the other 1/2 of me is too frazzled
from poor diet, lack of excercis and my worrying too much about how on earth
do i prioritize and get disciplined.
7:54 pm added and deleted people 2 my mailing list because some people are
confused as 2 how 2 get on my mailing list or get off it. now i'm reading
this astrology report on me that telic sent me. very interesting, but i pretty
much know all that's in there, still very nice 2 have a hard copy of it :)
teh sun is going down, which probably means that my day is about 2 begin soon
:)
6:10 pm i'm gonna watch the last 1/2 an hour about ruth c. ellis instead.
she was black and a lesbian and lived to be 100 years old. man, that is intense.
i want 2 see this programme from the beginning!
6:08 pm jason went out 2 eat with his parents. i feel like organizing my house
some more, so i stayed home. but i'm still not fully recovered from being
dick, so it's hard2 find the energy. maybe this diet coke will help...gonna
watchy a thing on the learning channel about why napoleon was obsessed with
egypt
4:09 pm ok, i'm awaken again. i don't know what i'll do with my day. i hate
waking up this late. it's totally screwy. teh anacam retrospective is srill
cycling through. i wonder if it will take days to make it all the way through
all the pictures? most likely since there are around 5,000 pictures in the
cycler!
6:31 am ok, i think i'm tired enough 2 sleep. hopefully the cam picture retrospective
will keep cycling without getting stuck. g'nite, goodmorning :)
6:08 am i'm still up. augh. sun's coming up.
4:28 am i'm watching a movie called "henry fool" again. if u ever
get the chance 2 see it, do! it's wonderful :)
2:37 am ok, now it's kind of werking again, if i hand ftp it when it gets
stuck. unfortunately if it gets stuck while i'm sleepingm that' s really gonna
suck
12:17a ok, i've decided 2 call this section "read my mind" now if
i could only get it to say that on this page instead of saying "livejournal"
and i added more links on the cam pages in ana2 so u can get around faster
:)
2:30a i have but thousands of images from the past 3 years of anacam into
the cycler of chillcam and i'm just gonna let it roll :) hopefully it will
work and not break! because there are so many images in there my computer
has slowed down drastically!
2:33a hmmm, it's not cycling very well, it keeps going through the same ten
or so pictures. argh. why won't it work?
2:37a ok, now it's kind of werking again, if i hand ftp it when it gets stuck.
unfortunately if it gets stuck while i'm sleepingm that' s really gonna suck
4:28a i'm watching a movie called "henry fool" again. if u ever
get the chance 2 see it, do! it's wonderful :)
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6:08a i'm still up. augh. sun's coming up.
6:31a ok, i think i'm tired enough 2 sleep. hopefully the cam picture retrospective
will keep cycling without getting stuck. g'nite, goodmorning :)
4:09p ok, i'm awaken again. i don't know what i'll do with my day. i hate
waking up this late. it's totally screwy. teh anacam retrospective is srill
cycling through. i wonder if it will take days to make it all the way through
all the pictures? most likely since there are around 5,000 pictures in the
cycler!
6:08p jason went out 2 eat with his parents. i feel like organizing my house
some more, so i stayed home. but i'm still not fully recovered from being
dick, so it's hard2 find the energy. maybe this diet coke will help...gonna
watchy a thing on the learning channel about why napoleon was obsessed with
egypt
6:10p i'm gonna watch the last 1/2 an hour about ruth c. ellis instead. she
was black and a lesbian and lived to be 100 years old. man, that is intense.
i want 2 see this programme from the beginning!
7:54p added and deleted people 2 my mailing list because some people are confused
as 2 how 2 get on my mailing list or get off it. now i'm reading this astrology
report on me that telic sent me. very interesting, but i pretty much know
all that's in there, still very nice 2 have a hard copy of it :) teh sun is
going down, which probably means that my day is about 2 begin soon :)
8:34p that was a lot 2 take in, skimming it. eek. lots 2 go back and reread.
i turned off the tv 'cause it was sensory overload. i want 2 do too many things
all at once. i want 2 know everything all at once right now. i need 2 learn
more discipline. and get prioritize. augh. i have at least decided that learning
braiille and sign language are not that important 2 my life right now, as
much as i'd like 2 learn that. and crocheting too, will have 2 wait. i need
2 learn how 2 type and how 2 meditate and at LEAST stretch everyday if i'm
not going 2 excerise.sheesh. i ned some discipline right now. even so, even
when i think i don't egt much done, i really do get a lot done each day...and
i find that out by being able 2 look back at my archives of my cam. i can
see that i did indeed get a lot done, and i'm probably getting a lot done
right now too, more than i know, perhaps. still, i think my potential could
be far greater and i could do a lot more with a lot less effort if i learned
to ground myself better and tap into "the source" that i'm most
always only 1/2 tapped into just because the other 1/2 of me is too frazzled
from poor diet, lack of excercis and my worrying too much about how on earth
do i prioritize and get disciplined.
8:49p i just changed the refresh on anacam to 2 minutes just for today...i
don't know if anyone will notice or not...it's a quietish day in the "anaverse"
so far
8:51p check out this very cool ana-mation scott bateman made ( www.batemania.com)
from some of my cam pictures: http://www.batemania.com/animation/films/testfilm.rm
it'll take a bit 2 download it, but it's totally worth it.it's about 40 seconds
long and he told me he is going 2 work on it more and make it threee minutes
and also add some of my music that he is going 2 remix to it :) yay!
9:02p i'm making a bubblebath and lighting candles and sandalwood incense
:) i'm such a scum i really need 2 soak and shave my legs with my new mach-3.
have u tried that mach03 made by gillette? u really should , it's the best
damn razor in thee werld. ( jason turned me onto it ,maaaaan ) i'm gonna go
drag my laptop in there so, i'll be on cam2 and then also i can listen 2 musiq
on my little laptop speakers. oh, and jason just cam ehome this very instant
from dinner with his parents and the dogs are running in little circles of
excitement :)
9:08p ok, wait...i'm not getting into the bath..that'll have 2 wait...i'm
gonna go get some cider 'cause the store closes soon. hopefully that'll make
me tired so i can go 2 bed sooner than 7am.
9:27p god, i havve my caption on anacam saying "click my brain"
2 get to this section and it's not called "click my brain" it's
called "read my mind" ! LOL :) what was i thinking??? maybe i should
change the title of it to "click my brain" because that is too funny!
9:30p ok, i did change it in the menu to say "click my brain", 'cause
if i go try 2 change the caption, the cycler will start all over again with
the very first picture, and i'm not gonna make that mistake again! i'd rather
change the menu than change the caption today! so click my brain it is!
10:01p i bought some new drink called "mike's hard lemonade" it's
pretty good. jason went over 2 his friend, jame's house but he'll probably
be home very soon 'cause jason is so tired, his eyes are even red. i think
i will type out a little bit of my old journals now since that's all i ever
talk about that i want 2 get done. even if i just type it out a little bit,
it's that much closer 2 being finished altho, in actuality it will most likely
take me a year 2 type it all out and 2 years if all i ever do is talk about
typing it out but never do. i have 2 grab all this stuff on my desk and put
it on t he floor 2 make room 2 lay out my journal so i can see it. plus i
will install that mavis beacon thing tonight.
10:17p ok, starting where i left off. 05-22-90......when i finish typing i'll
ftp it up into the "book" section" of ana2. ack, tho..i really
wanna show u this cool remix of my song hollywood that never hot released.
perhaps i will try 2 understand this audio catylsyt thing 1st and make an
mp3 of it for u 2 hear.....'cause i am listening 2it right now and it frustrates
me so much that u cannot hear it too
11:02p ok, i made an mp3 of it! u can go to "anamusiq" in the menu
to get to it, or go straight to this very very long url: http://www.anacam.com/anamusiq/ana
voog - ana voog's strawberry fields hollywood remix.mp3 i hope u will enjoy
it!
12:38a ok, new anagram for ana2 up and new analog for anacam up :) and now
i can start 2 get ready for bed! everyone's starting a livejournal and i think
u should too!
12:46a i just posted a big thing about www.lomo.com into concretewaffers livejournal.
tried 2 cut and paste it into here but it didn't werk. so nevermind! just
go to www.lomo.com and check it out :)
2:51a well, i tried 2 make my own style of page, but i failed. i am trying
2 understand how 2 make this page my own but can't figure it out. i saved
as style as "anavoog-lastn-new" whatever that means! here is what
i was trying 2 do: www.anacam.com/test/newstyle.html
3:42a blinkity blinkity blink! how on earth did it get 2 be almost 4am!! i
was gonna go 2 bed at midnight! oh horror! gonna tuck the dogs in and get
2 bed right now! argh, why can't i just go 2 bed at a decently normal hour?
4:59a ok, i swear i'm going 2 bed now, i swear!
5:34a ok, i'm in my bed now fiddling with my filters. jason will be awake
soon 2 go 2 werk. i wish i had some blueberry turnovers 2 eat...i am so hungry...
2:51p woke up. groggy. i dreamt i met this science fiction filmmaker named
'pales in blue". that was his first name
3:10p i'm reading my email and the my forums. i didn't know u could order
ladybugs by mail! www.bugfarm.com
3:15p i can order a gallon of ladybugs for 65.00 (72,000 ladybugs???) and
i can order PRAYING MANTIS'!!! the cases ( each case containing hundreds)
is only 9.00!!!! god! i want them! but how could i keep them in my house???
i don't need several thousand praying mantis! but i would like one or two!
www.bugfarm.com
5:04p i am running around from room 2 room cleaning, so it's hard 2 stay on
cam. it's 63 degrees out. but in my apartment it's about 80 degrees!
6:14p vacuuming vacuuming. i feel really emotional today even tho intellectually
i am trying 2 suppress it because it's too draining 2 go where my emotions
are. and tori just wrote me an email saying that there si a big thing going
on astrologically right now. she says", there are 5 planets in taurus
right now, all the seen planets, mercury, venus, mars, saturn, and jupiter.
it's bringing up a lot in people." does anyone know anything more about
this? i found this remix of my sing "hollywood" that i really loved
but never made it onto cd. remixed by john strawberry fields. it was ny fave,
but no one at the record label liked it so i couldn't get it on the remix
cd. i am going 2 try 2 figure out how to make an mp3 of it with audio catalyst
so u can download it and have it. i want 2 play it for u right now but i can't
get the cd to broadcast with my realpublisher. i can get my microphone working
and to broadcast my voice, but i can't get the cd part working. ergh. so much
2 figure out! i wish i had a personal assistant who could help me with these
things.
8:19p wow, i cleaned a lot today! but now most of the thing room is in the
hallway again, but i can get 2 stuff and i can get 2 the windows 2 open them,
and there's a nice breeze. gonna take a break and watch the movie "pi"
with jason. i really need a house. there is just not enough space 2 put all
my stuff. i have no where 2 make music or paint or sew clothes without throwing
everything into the hallway, it's insane. i'm trying 2 make sense of it. on
one side of me i am energized and optomistic and excited and the other half
of me is so exhausted and wants 2 lay on the floor and give up. it's a strange
dichotomy battling inside me. confusing. wish i had some beer.
10:25p i just added a 5th cam 2 ana2 :) and it's really big! (640x480) now
i'm watching space ghost :)
11:40p new analog up on anacam, and new anagram up on ana2