august
22nd , 2009 |
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today is
anacam's 12th ana-versary!
it's amazing to me to think that i have made it this far with all of this.
i would have never expected when i started out 12 years ago that today i would
be married with 2 children and buying a house and moving to the country.
it blows me away.
i am just
making it through day by day here. trying to catch sleep when i can.
trying to pack inbetween taking care of babies.
it's kind fo a nuts life right now and i don't have much energy for anything
else.
i sleep, eat, try to get a shower in here and there.
change diapers, clean, watch HGTV out of the corner of my eye.
after today, i am going to be only turning the cam on periodically (when something
interesting is going on, whenever that may be)
i'll mostly be showing you pix now from what i take with my digital camera.
the cam corder is dying anyway.
and the webcam software is also dying and they don't make it anymore and i
haven't found any other webcam software that works the way i want it to.
or even works at all on my computer.
i don't know why that is.
but it has been a huge frustration of mine these last few years...not having
any sort of webcam software to use that works.
the cam just keeps freezing up and the camcorder stops working if i ever move
it or touch it.
plus, i don't feel all that great having my daughters on cam that much.
so...that is that.
i don't
expect i will be doing a lot with this site for awhile except for sporadically.
but then again, who knows.
i think about ti all the time.
i still have the creativity in me waiting to get out.
i just need tthe time and i need the SLEEP so i can have the energy to do
it.
i don't foresee getting much sleep in the near future.
but...you
all have lifetime memberships now which means that maybe nothing will go on
here for awhile but then later on it will.
when , all of a sudden i "come to life" again here, you will all
ahve access to it.
and that's the way anacam has always worked.
long stretches of nothingness and then bursts of huge activity.
it's just the long stretches are getting longer.
but we shall see what the future holds.
i would like to write some sort of reflection on the past 12 years.
but damn if i can get up the energy or time to do it.
violet is rolling around on the floor right now needing my attention.
she has just started scooting across the floor and rolling both ways.
so she is getting into stuff now and sometimes getting stuck in between objects
and then i a
more later....
july 11th , 2009
i got a new camera so i am able to take more photos now of everything :)
it's good to have a bit of cretivity back in my life :)
we are also looking to buy a home and every second of spare time has been spent hunting for that.
it's extremely exciting for us
and i can't wait to share with you what we find :)
right now we are looking at a home on 8 acres of land :)