this was a little "fling"
i had with my x-boyfriend, robert.
none of this was planned.
nor did either of us understand the reprecussions this would have.
we were naive and just having fun :)
this was in the very beginning of my cam, before jason and i were a couple.
i've left these pictures off my site until now, out of respect for jason.
but now that i am single again, i see no reason why i can't put them on my
site now.
this sort of thing isn't that big of a deal now, in 2006, but at the time,
in 1997,
no one else had a 24/7 except for jennicam...and so for some reason, this
became a really really big deal.
and so...i was the only thing to watch on the intenet, basically, at that
time.
it made headline news.
i ended up in newsweek, yahoo internet life, the new york times, hardcopy,
and countless other media.
even warren beatty was watching this on his set as he was making his new film
(whatever movie that was)
i know this because bobby z was my manager and warren's personal chef was
friends with bobby and she told him.
i really had no idea this would create such a stir and it still echoes on
here and there as "pizza night"
since we ordered pizza in the middle of it all, and then continued to make
love for about 3 hours.
not to mention robert's legendary large penis.
so here it is, the sex, the pizza, the snuggling..all of it in it's "ever
2 minutes" uncensored glory.
i love it because i think it reflects real sex not just some staged porn.
i hope when i die, i am not remembered just as the girl who had kinky sex
with her x boyfriend on cam.
but if i am, c'est la vie.
it is what it is.
i have no regrets.