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part four
(click on pictures 2 see them at their original size )

80 pictures in this anagram!

if u haven't voted for me yet, please do at:

http://www.sxsw.com/inter/vote/vote.php

the voting ends on march 3rd! not much time left!

sorry i haven't gotten the new anapix up yet, i've just been feeling so yucky :(

i don't have much 2 say 'cause i've been sick again. what a drag. i just keep getting something different. my immune system must be bad off plus going outside and mingling with more people than usual. dunno! i think i'm almost well now, but that's what i thought last week , then i got sick again! so, i'll see what happens. i'm just glad i had enough energy to make this montrous anagram! so many pictures piled up and then i made such cool ones today as i was boiling eggs and then pondering throwing those humongous beets out that i tried to bake the other day, then got sick of that and put them in the fridge for the last few days. i thought i had put them in the oven long enough to cook them, but as i was cutting them today, they were both raw. so i need to find out how on earth to bake a beet, instead of boiling. anyway...how utterly fascinating *yawn* :)
so here is a url that u can go hear the "cam clan" panel speak from the shout2000 thang. i decided to put it here now since it's publicly available now to hear and because everyone is trying to convince me that i didn't make a fool out of myself...even tho i still feel i DID :)

so go here to hear the archive of me being very drunk:

http://www.shout2000.com/agenda.html

i didn't get out on a walk today like i had wanted to, because it was sunny and 46 degrees, i really wanted to go for a walk, i've GOT 2 start excercising because i'm turning into sludge! but then trying to make myself go out is a sure fire way to get my butt in gear to do ANYTHING but go out...so i started boiling eggs so i could eat something before i went out, and then i started taking pictures of the eggs, and then i started taking pictures of the beets. :)
after that, i've been working on this anagram all day and now it's 9:30pm. the only break i took was to watch the sopranos which was an EXCELLENT episode!

my computer is making a mysterious ticking nose that sounds like a clock. maybe my computer is a bomb.

my brain is totally fizzled lately. i can't remember anything. tomorrow a guy is coming over 2 tune the piano and jason had to remind me and i didn't even remember having the phone conversation with the guy to make that appointment. very weird. i have the number "1099" written ALL over the place , so i'll make out the 1099's for taxes. for anyone else who does those, i know they have to be in by the end of this month. but does that mean IN in, or postmarked by? BLARG!

brain. tuning. out.

oh, by the way, as of today, i have 533 members of ana2
so now i will look through my email to see who the winner is ...whoever guessed the closest to that...(an hour passes)
and the winner is charity of charitycam.org . her guess is: 529 ! :)
here are all the guesses that i receieved ( what a variety! ):

76
78
34
2,750
129
567
183
1,483
785
526
2,000
1,235
536
512
696
945
243
4,728
156
1000
250
653
155
500
720
600
1,354
8002
200
501
3,600
260
4578
3458
87,654.3 ( ya, i WISH ! )
4000
381
167
1000
1800
467
580
250
452
3690
1476
175
700
450
11,981
243
616
945
1179
784
527
675
2040
1200
696
520
2377
2379
220
3,788
243
838
250
2052
112.5
3,325

so i can see some of u think anacam brings in over 30,000 bucks a month!
that'd be NICE! hehe :) ya, maybe someday! *keeps fingers crossed* :)

and just to give this some perspective here are my mailing list statistics:

As of February 18, 2000 - 8:00pm Central Time...

198 people successfully subscribed to the "ana2" mailing list
i later changed the name to "anavoog" and
7044 additional people subscribed to the "anavoog" mailing list...

for a total of 7242 people who have been on my mailing list.

1305 people have unsubscribed themselves...and i have deleted 1308
people myself ( by hand! ) because of "mailbox not found" or
"mailbox full" letters.

so now i currently have 4629 members 2 the anavoog mailing list (this is on feb. 18)
( that's this NOT my members only ana2.com site )

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and even more perspective, on an average day, like febuary 27th for my anacam page statistics
i had 9,412 unique ips come to anacam
overall "hits/accesses" 789,643 ( i think accesses are the same as hits, or maybe not?)
1,227,645,340 bytes transfered

on ana2 i had
1,792 unique ips (with 1,451 "hits/accesses" to the ana2 sign up page which is on ana2.com)
115,987 "hits/accesses"
368,375,335 bytes transfered

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and then i have a bunch of stuff spread out onto other servers, like on jason's at fetik3.com and mine at punkgirl.com

here is how much i pay in rent: 632.00
all my chequebooks are so freaking unbalanced right now but i'm going to try to get them balanced somehow and i hope that by writing down everything i buy and make each day this will help me, as well as be very amusing to u :)

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according to some sort of social security statement i received a month ago: this was my income over the years:

1984-----$4,023
1985-----$2,469
1986-----$3,634
1987-----$3,428
1988-----$3,670
1989-----$4,409
1990-----$7,349
1991-----$6,875
1992-----$6,774
1993----$13,936 (got signed to columbia records)
1994-----$6,313 (however they told me yesterday i owe $ 1,360.86 in back taxes and penalties )
1995----------$0
1996-----$1,233 (and they told me i owe 158.85 in back taxes and penalties )
1997-------$502
1998-----$2,593
1999- dunno yet!

somewhere in there i got signed to radioactive/mca and i'll get down whatever amount that was. i am really confused about all this stuff. things don't match up here and there and i'm just like "augh." about it. everything about the above incomes sound right , except for the radioactive year. hmm.. but i did live on minimum wage ...about 500 bucks a month, for most of my life. now i would say that after all the bills are paid for anacam i receive, personally, between $50 to $100 ( before taxes) a day and let's just say i make $100 bucks a day and i put in ten hours of work each day on my cam , that's 10 bucks an hour( before taxes) and that's better than minimum wage!
that's if everything stays the same and does not change, which it always does change...

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how much money i have in my checking account right now: $1,264.54
but i'm going to be writing a cheque tonight for my punkgirl and fetik3 accounts for $190
today i also bought 3 sodas , they were a buck a piece

here are what my chequebook says for the last things i've written cheques for ( and this is not including when i use that "visa" card thib that takes out money from your chequing accoun so u don't have 2 write a cheque..and that's when i never write it down so that's why i get in trouble..oh, and also u should know that zachary vex gets 30% o all that anacam makes after the bills are paid because i'm paying him back the 18,000 he put in to help start anacam and pay my bills duuring the horrid years of being penniless and stuck on radioactive...more on that later )

12/28 zachary vex: $53.55 ( his 30% of the cheques/money orders for ana2 membership )
12/29 cable tv: 193.91
12/29 bottled water: 18.18
12/25 : phone: 36.32
12/29 my psychiatrist i see for anxiety: 110.07
1/04 rent: 632.50
1/04: hello kitty cup bought on ebay: 20.00
1/04 punkgirl.com and sleepstation.com : 164.39
2/09: p.o. box : 22.00
2/09 jason to pay back a loan for rent and something else i forgot!: 933.00
2/11: gift certificates for massages for jason for valentine's day: 210.00
2/19: to janey.net from anacam.com: 209.90 ( with a 91.12 credit for overpaying )
02/19: DSL modems: 435.96 ( two months worth )
02/19 electricity: 265.55 ( two months worth )
02/19 dial up isp: 87.80 ( two months worth )
02/21 i took out $100 from my cash machine for a cab ride to my psychiatrist and back
the cab ride there and back was 60 bucks. yes, i know that's crazy why do u think i see my psychiatrist? :)
02/21: my psychiatrist: 225.02 ( two months worth )

then there's buying food and dog food and toilet paper and all that jazz.
and that's some of it. just a trace. there are a lot more bills and a lot more percentages of things being taken out.
merchant account fees, credit card processing fees, jason gets 15% of what is left after anacam's bills are taken care of to process the credit acrds by hand and help me out maintaining my website ( like unclogging mailservers, making the sleepstation, making various cgi things and java things for anacam nad ana2. helping me out when i get stuck in dreamweaver doing something and i can't figure it out, etc. )

u can't really get a financial picture from what i've told u so far because my chequebooks are a mess and a bunch of things just got switched over into my name and just too much to explain 'cause even i cannot fully understand it all. or rather, i barely can..but it's too much to write down here , right now. and i gotta go pee.

then there are all those things that automatically get taken out of my chequebooks that i never account for like fees my bank has for returning my cheques back to me each month or using the atm card. oh, and also i am a member of david bowie's website at 10 bucks a month, and i really never go there, so i should quit, i should...but then what if something cool happens? but it never does! oh well :)

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i haven't done the raffle yet for the 38 isabellacam memberships yet, but will very soon :)

other than all that, my mind has been so very far away thinking about something that not even i know what i'm thinking about!
which has never happened to me before! so maybe it was just a symptom of illness, nevertheless..i just feel very odd and far away and almost detached from everything...almost. ya...i think it's the illness thing. nyquil perhaps? i don't even know.
but i don't seem to miind either. i'm just sort of..here...doing stuff. and typing this...
and....hmmm. maybe what i feel is moderate? like "normal"? hmmm. i have no idea. i will put this on the back burner and think about it...later. :)
man, getting to be almost 1am. friggin 1099s. god, i should just do them right now. i just have a fear i will screw them up somehow. augh. help.

sorry this is such a boring email, but..that's how it goes sometimes :)