june 20th , 2007

8:30am

an hour and a half!

6:34am

today is my wedding day :)
i woke up at 6am and now cannot get back to sleep because i am too hyper.

we get married at 10am.

our plane to NYC leaves at 4pm

mostly my anxiety revolves around "did i forget to pack anything important?"
i haven't overpacked that is for sure.
i don't knwo why i am having so much anxiety around packing this darn suitcase.

there is just so much to remember.
at some point soon i am just going to have to throw up my hands and go "good enough!"

i'm going to miss lili so much while we are on our honeymoon.
oh my little bean.

i don't knwo what more to say!
right now my brain is just whirling and swirling with far too much and i can't get nay words out worth typing.

i am just so fortunate.
soon i will be married.
a wife with a husband.
another baby on the way.
soon i'll be in NYC.

my brain is swirling.


i am in love.