| june
13th , 2007 |
||
2:11pm
my god, i can't believe i am going
to go through this again!
but i am so fortunate that i am!
it hasn't really totally sunk in yet because i don't feel pregnant yet.
i haven't been able to get a hold
of my mom or dad today.
but i told m's mom and she was excited!
i never even lost my weight from
my last pregnancy.
oh well! but today when i walked with my little "pooch" hanging
out it didn't feel as bad because it is a belly with a purpose!
i really hope this baby "sticks"
i'm scared about miscarriage but i'm going to be happy for what is NOW.
it's weird going through the whole
"well i guess i can't have a cup of coffee today" thing.
and i can't take any ibuprofen even tho my neck is super sore and out of whack
the last few days.
i need to get some tylenol.
and i guess no champagne for me at
my wedding or honeymoon!
but i really can't complain because having a new buh in me is the best wedding
gift EVER!
how exciting that i get to walk around new york with a new little buh in my
belly :)
it's hard to comprehend it's in there right now!
i guess i'll get out my pregnancy books again and start taking my prenatal vitamins :)
i'm glad this time around i know more about everything so i can relax a bit more about the whole process.
i wonder if it's a boy or a girl?
i wonder if it's TWINS!
i wonder who this person is inside of me.
i wonder if this one will have T21, too?
it would be weird to have lightnign strike twice but i'm ok if it does.
it would be nice for lili to have a sibling that was like her :)
but it will also be nice if this one is "typical"
i'm going to love this little new creature in whatever form it takes :)
9:02am
I'M
PREGNANT AGAIN!!!!!!!
i just took a pregnancy test! :))))
just a few weeks pregnant at the most.
ohmigod i am so excited and so scared!!!!
it hasn't really sunk in yet!
it hasn't really sunk in yet!
my "due date" is february 17th, 2009
(an aquarius or a pisces!)
i'm shaking!!!!!
a book about me and my art
that my friend, j.d. casten, put together!
go look!