january 8, 2008

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11:19pm

huzzah!
i got the cam moved so it can be in the bedroom (almost...it needs an even longer cord to go all the way in)
it's in the hallways and can look at other rooms.
then i got this odl cam working and that is still in the livingroom and can also point at the kicthen.
so i can click between these 2 cams depending on where we are.
a great improvement!

 

7:47pm

i'm getting closer to getting the cam into the other rooms.
there is a place by the bedroom that i can then point it in the bedroom, the bathroom, and the second bedroom.
looking for the dang extension cord and time to get it done.

saw my mom and dad today.
it's always so strange when i get to see them together.
so odd they used to be married and that i am a product of both of them.
i can't imagine thme having sex.

the thought of it icks me out really.
i'm sure it icks them out too now, at this point.

my mom is going to have an ultrasound on thursday so they can determine if the cancer has spread
and then thye will know more what to do.
but ti sounds like she will, for sure, have chemotherapy and radiation for a month BEFORE they do surgery on her to shrink the tumour.

god it's all so scary :(

and it's not colon cancer she has but cancer of the rectum.
that is so symbolic really.

god......it makes me cringe all up just typing that out.

my gut feeling is that everything is going to be ok.

but really who knows. you never know.
and just....fuck...