| december
23, 2007 |
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8:10pm
it's in the water today :(
we've been moving for the past few days and stressed out suckfest.
i just went through a gutwrenching ordeal getting rid of my dogs and now i'm
getting one back and i have nowhere to put him and i have a new carpet and
signed a lease saying i have no dogs now.
so now i get to take my dog with me to my mom's house and he has to stay in
a kennel in the laundry room because my mom's dog hates other dogs.
my poor dog :(
he will be so confused.
now i have to go through the whole heart wrenching ordeal of finding him ANOTHER
home.
i was TRYING to mellow out finally
and say c'est la vie when...get this...a guy named bret michael edmunds writes
to me saying he found out about me on the biography channel in a show about
sexual fetishes (the unexplained...worst show EVER i have ever been on)
dude says "google me, you'll want to know more about me ui'm a fun guy
to hang out with"
so i google his name because i'm curious.
turns out he was a suspect in the kidnapping of elizabeth smart..the 14 year old girl from utah. remember that?
ok, even if this is NOT the guy....it's NOT funny to PRETEND to be him!
and now that i have a daughter i felt (feel!) sick to the core of my gut.
now i'm drinking some $7 champagne and listening to muse.
goddamit.
merry fucking xmas indeed.
6:47pm
all moved in.
stressful day.
tomorrow...xmas.
doesn't seem real.
no energy to type.
listenign to tv on the radio.
m is organizing the books.
i'm seeing to lili.
all is well
lili's 1st xmas.