sept 11, 2007

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lili zuzu fidgets:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RHY5clUgFIc

lili zuzu sleeps:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pLwUH3l0E5Y

11:38pm

ooo, m and i came up with cool new life plans tonight :)

i hope we can make it work!
if we can, our lives and of course then anacam and ana2 will go in a new exciting direction :)

it involves traveling around the country in a van with a mobilecam.

the traveling voog family!

ooo i want it to work so much!

new things! new things to take photos of! new adventures!

(and maybe making a buh #2 :)

 

 

4:32pm

they think that they caught the cancer in my dad's prostate early.
he decided to have his prostate surgically removed from him in late october.
i am hoping everything turns out ok.
*nervous*

M is at a job interview today for a new job.
i also hope that goes ok.

i am tired but what else is new?
i do the regular things...take care of the buh, eat drink, sleep, bathe, do laundry and dishes and watch cable tv here and there.

i cannot wait to get back to a creative life of some sort, but i think that will come when i can get more sleep.

fall is on it's way here. the temperature has decreased from 90 degrees to 60 degrees.

i am stupidly in love with "the buh" :)
her sweet smells, her little soft parts, her funny sounds.
everything she does completely fascinates me and i watch her constantly with amazement.
it is weird to think that i could never go back to the way things were before..even theoretically if i could go back to a time she did not exist, i could not handle life without her now that i know she is possible.
my life would not be as full without her. the smell and sound and feel of her are permanently part of me now. part of my soul, this earth, my experience, this life.
i could never go back to how things were.
my life will never be the same.
my entire being will never be the same.
i have taken the step through through the portal, the looking glass.
i am on the other side now and there is nowhere else i'd like to be.
i knew i would love her more than anything, but to be here really experiencing this love now is intoxicating. i am the mama cat. the ana mothership has finally arrived.

 

 

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