| july
27, 2007 |
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12:36pm
jason invited me over to his condo
at 7pm tonight because his mom, dad, and other family members are coming over
for an hour.
i am so excited and feeling kinda teary eyed about it because i haven't seen
or talked to any of them since we broke up!
i hope i don't cry because everything makes me cry these days.
it's just so weird that i haven't seen them in so long and i feel awkward
that we just never spoke to each other again after all those many years of
having them in my life.
we weren't super close or anything but they were in my life for 9 years and
his dad did tell me that he could not wait until he could call me his daughter
in law.
things do change!
how odd will it be for them to see me in my current state?
or will it not be odd for them at all?
i wonder if they have even missed me.
do they think about me like i think about them?
oh, i hope that i get to see auntie 'cause she's 90 something years old now
and this could be the last time i ever see her.
the fire alarm keeps going off here
and i have a bloody nose.
the apartment is so hot.
i weigh about 3 more pounds than i did on monday.
i am guessing this is water weight since my feet do look a tiny bit more puffy
to me right now.
maybe it's the hot and humid weather adding to it all.
i'm sure it is.
i feel like a ballooon.
i think i'll lay down now.
i'm so exhausted.
still pregnant.
not much to report.
went walking in the mall of america for 6 hours yesterday and then had a fancy
italian dinner.
i was so wiped out from the walking. but it was good to walk even tho it was
very difficult to do so at times.
at one point saw a store that sells big bean bag couches and i flung myself
on one of them in desperation and i swear i could have just fallen asleep
there, amidst the noise and flurry of activity.
had lots of BH contractions at the mall and in the restauraunt had them more
frequently (4 to 6 an hour i would guess) and thought it might be the start
of something,
but as soon as we got home and i layed down, they went away, mostly.
so that was that.
today i feel no differently.
maybe she'll come on the full moon on sunday. *rolls eyes*
but ya, i pretty much feel like i will be pregnant for 500 weeks right now.
39w4d
please don't tell me to be patient
and she'll come when she is ready because....
i already know that times infinity :)
and my hormonal state will rip your head off, verbally, if i have to hear
that one more time.
(also amidst the "you better think about inducing or that baby will be
too big! teh crazy!1!")
thank you!
me tired.
the italian food was nummy but the
restauraunt played the most atrocious music way too loudly.
except for when the song "lovecats" by the cure came on exactly
at the same time they brought out M's piece of chocolate cake with a candle
on it.
that was magical :)
it's still so hot outside...
Current Mood: a watched pot never
boils
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baby registry!
I thought you might like to know that I have created a Baby Registry at Amazon.com. You can find it anytime by searching for my name at http://www.amazon.com/babyregistry.
Best Wishes,
ana voog and matthew bruce
You can see ana voog and matthew bruce's entire Baby Registry at:
http://www.amazon.com/gp/registry/baby/3BKBUJCBUDKXC
ok, here it is!
if you can think of anything else that would be good for me to add, let me
know :)
if you find a better price for things or want to buy it somewhere else or simply send something else or give us a gift of money (yes!!! $ will go to buy fuzzi bunz cloth diapers and medical costs)
please send to:
ana voog
p.o. box 76152
saint paul, MN
55175
make cheques and money orders
out to:
rachael olson (my legal name) or matthew bruce
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