| july
18, 2007 |
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3:26pm
thundering and pouring and 90 degrees.
at 5:30 i go over to be interviewed for this new internet "tv show"
something to pass the time.
what to wear what to wear...
2:39pm
another day to make it through.
last night i was so on edge and hormonal. crying at everything and being overwhelmed.
hurting and being uncomfortable and itchy.
i am so anxious and every little contraction i have puts me on alert.
when m gets home from work today (at 10pm) he is going to help me move furniture
into the thing room because we need to make room in the bedroom for the birthtub.
all these things need to be taken care of NOW.
i can't relax until they are done.
i limp and moan and whimper about the house.
but i still have my good moments too and somehow manage to still have sex
and laugh, as well.
m is my rock, my solid grounding. my partner.
he gives more more than enough hugs and kisses and comforting. makes me feel
safe and consoles and soothes me.
and he never tires of it, it seems. his arms are always open to me.
he never runs out of touches.
even in his last moments of wakefulness at night his limbs always search to
entangle me all pretzel like within him, and he hold me close as he drifts
off.
i am so lucky.
in the morning, i nuzzle up to him more and drink in his sleepy smell from
the back of his neck and he turns over to spoon me and envelope me.
he offers his fingers for me to chew on, and i nibble like a happy puppy then
crash back into my pillow making contented cooing and clucking sounds.
i rediscover his morning hard on and grab hold of it singing "mmm mmm
mmm"
it is a present for me and i make good use of it :)
then his hair dripping wet from the shower, he kisses each one of my eyes
and little kisses for my lips.
he always kisses me goodbye many times before he leaves.
sometimes i run for the door for one more, pleadingly, i always get at least
3 more.
i am the luckiest person in all the world.
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baby registry!
I thought you might like to know that I have created a Baby Registry at Amazon.com. You can find it anytime by searching for my name at http://www.amazon.com/babyregistry.
Best Wishes,
ana voog and matthew bruce
You can see ana voog and matthew bruce's entire Baby Registry at:
http://www.amazon.com/gp/registry/baby/3BKBUJCBUDKXC
ok, here it is!
if you can think of anything else that would be good for me to add, let me
know :)
if you find a better price for things or want to buy it somewhere else or simply send something else or give us a gift of money (yes!!! $ will go to buy fuzzi bunz cloth diapers and medical costs)
please send to:
ana voog
p.o. box 76152
saint paul, MN
55175
make cheques and money orders
out to:
rachael olson (my legal name) or matthew bruce
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