| july
7, 2007 |
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11:31pm
M asked me to marry him tonight :)
and i said YES!!!!!!!
i am going to go snuggle my future husband :)
my fiance
my love
my dearest
my heart
6:06pm
after i ate something, i feel right
back to sleep.
i didn't get much sleep the last few days, so i am so tired.
just the regular old insomnia thing.
i'm glad i was able to take a little nap.
m should be back from work any minute.
i've been having the weirdest dreams
that don't make any sense.
1:15pm
today the date is:
7 * 7 * 7
and indeed it does feel lucky :)
for one thing i made an appointment to get my hair done on monday, the day
i will be officially full term.
PURE WHITE SYNTH DREADS!
M is buying them for me for my belated birthday present :)
i am soooooooooooooo happy because i feel sooooooooo ugly with the hair i
have right now and i have just been depressed to pieces about it.
having this little red lame mohawk on the top of my head makes me feel like
some sort of butch lesbian rooster.
or even worse, foghorn leghorn:
especially with my belly puffed out the way it is.
NOT SEXY!!!
i feel incredibly wretched with this
hair.
but MONDAY i will be transformed into FEMME beauty with white long synth dreads...still
in a mohawk, obviously, since there is no hair on the sides of my head.
but at least i will be more like my little pony than foghorn leghorn.
maybe i will get a few pink dreads in there for extra girliness.
god i am NOT in the mood to look butch right now.
i could not picture myself as foghorn leghorn giving birth.
noooooooooooo!
*screams*
and then i will finally feel like
taking some nice high res pix of myself with my belly with my digital camera.
i am not inspired to take photos of myself when i feel hideous.
i'm 1/2 watching live earth on tv.
and i sort of 1/2 watched amelie again.
anything romantic makes me cry today.
i'm eating blueberry donut holes.
jason is at a science fiction convention and so i need to go check up on his dog, kiyoshi, today.
i'm going to wash some of my blankets
in his big washing machine. yay for full sized washers that work!
yay for clean blankets tonight :)
m gets home about 6pm.
he works outside today and it's 97 degrees!
i told him to make sure to keep drinking lots of water every hour.
i don't want him to have heat stroke, my poor lover man.
after he gets home we are going to go to whole foods so i can buy more floradix, this liquid iron supplement i have to take. i hate floradix so much and look forward to the day i don't have to take it anymore. and it's so expensive. but it does the trick and gets iron up to more acceptable levels so i do not hemmorage in labour *shivers*
tomorrow is my baby shower. it's
going to be very small.
one of my friends i invited i am not talking to anymore and another cancelled
today when i mentioned it to her.
her mom had surgery and so she needs to help her out.
totally understandable.
i am excited to do a belly cast tomorrow :)
even if it just a handful of my friends, it will be fun.
i want to walk to the drugstore today and get some bleach so i can get my
hair white for the dreads, but it's sooooo dang hot out i don't think i can
deal with it and i have to get to jason's to check in on the dog and stuff.
i am glad to have some things to
look forward to because i have been so down in the dumps.
i need some sprucing up and cheer to get me through these last few weeks.
it's important to do things to keep happy and sane!
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baby registry!
I thought you might like to know that I have created a Baby Registry at Amazon.com. You can find it anytime by searching for my name at http://www.amazon.com/babyregistry.
Best Wishes,
ana voog and matthew bruce
You can see ana voog and matthew bruce's entire Baby Registry at:
http://www.amazon.com/gp/registry/baby/3BKBUJCBUDKXC
ok, here it is!
if you can think of anything else that would be good for me to add, let me
know :)
if you find a better price for things or want to buy it somewhere else or simply send something else or give us a gift of money (yes!!! $ will go to buy fuzzi bunz cloth diapers and medical costs)
please send to:
ana voog
p.o. box 76152
saint paul, MN
55175
make cheques and money orders
out to:
rachael olson (my legal name) or matthew bruce
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