may 9, 2007

4:49pm

i haven't been able to take a nap.

i got in touch with 2 of my best friends from school. one from way back in elementary school and another from high school. it is wild to see the roads we have taken and that we are still able to find each other after all this time. it makes me happy :)

with my elementary school friend, we are just polar opposites of each other, but we always got along the best. probably because she is just so darn NICE and she was never judgemental of me.
she is a math teacher and just did everything by the book. went to college, got married, had children.
now she is a sunday school teacher and youth leader and still at the church we met at way back before 6th grade!
that is amazing.
i can't imagine ever having a life that is THAT solid, perfect, and seemingly mapped out.
and i really would be skeptical of it if i didn't know her. but because i do know her i know it's completely 100% genuine.

my other friend is also married with 2 kids and she works in media as a producer.
but before that she was a heroin addict and all sorts of things.
so my friends really run the gammut of experience.

i wish i could find all the friends i used to have. but so many change their last names when they get married that it's really hard to find them.

2:04pm

i was awakened this morning by the maintenance man and he fixed all the little stuff in here. so yippee :)
but then i could not get back to sleep. will i ever get enough sleep?

then i talked to my midwife about my blood test results and my hemoglobin is still not up there where she would like it, i am still a bit anemic :(
so i read up more on iron:
http://ods.od.nih.gov/factsheets/iron.asp

and i'll try to get more. i'll eat malt o meal every day.
because i hate liver.
even tho the iron in liver is better absorbed.
i already take my prenatal vitamins and the liquid iron supplement called floradix, now i will add the malt o meal and whatever else i can eat.
argh.

tonight is the 2nd birthing from within class.
i am going to try and take a nap now because i am so so so so tired.

i'll put some clothes in the washer and then nap.

i am making a whole bunch of colostrum today.
every time i squish my breasts a bunch of big drips come out.
my midwife told me that the more i express it, the more i will make it.
but i have to express it or it hurts!

thankfully it's not a huge deal to just squeeze my breasts and get it out.
although if i am in public, this is much harder to do!
but whatever...you have to do what you have to do.

i get the braxton hicks contractions more often and they last longer and are VERY uncomfortable, sometimes taking my breath away and i just can do nothing but go on my bed and breathe through them.

i'm going to get together with my mom on thursday and see my dad on monday.
they are both so supportive of me and the pregnancy, i am happy :)

reading more about:

http://www.unassistedchildbirth.com/

i get more and more pissed off about the medical community in regards to childbirth the more i look at the LJ pregnancy communities. and i am truly mystified as to how so many women who post on there can be so extremely uninformed about what is happening with them.
thank god there is the internet at all because i cringe to think how uninformed women would be is we did not have it!
i cringe to think how uninformed *I* would be if i did not have the internet to help me.
it has truly been a godsend to me.

 

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baby registry!

I thought you might like to know that I have created a Baby Registry at Amazon.com. You can find it anytime by searching for my name at http://www.amazon.com/babyregistry.

Best Wishes,
ana voog and matthew bruce
You can see ana voog and matthew bruce's entire Baby Registry at:

http://www.amazon.com/gp/registry/baby/3BKBUJCBUDKXC

ok, here it is!
if you can think of anything else that would be good for me to add, let me know :)

if you find a better price for things or want to buy it somewhere else or simply send something else or give us a gift of money (yes!!! $ will go to buy fuzzi bunz cloth diapers and medical costs)

please send to:

ana voog
p.o. box 76152
saint paul, MN
55175

make cheques and money orders out to:
rachael olson (my legal name) or matthew bruce

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horoscopes from:

http://www.astro.com/
http://www.tarot.com/astrology/
http://itsalllove.com/starry_eyed/starry_eyed.html