may
8, 2007 |
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hello |
2:45pm
still hard to sleep.
it's grey and warm.
listening to arcade fire's neon bible.
and now keane's atlantic.
i'm trying to sell my bjork tickets to colorado.
if you are interested in them let me know :)
7th row!
got the new bjork cd.
told the management to come fix a bunch of stuff that is broken in the apt.
and also i want them to retouch up the walls with some new paint.
M gets home at 8pm.
i don't want him to be gone today.
i just want to curl up into the nook between his arm and chest.
nuzzle into his neck.
it's the only thing that gives me relief.
to smell him and feel him.
totally comfort and safety.
i can rest there like i have never been able to rest anywhere else.
he loves me so completely that i
can scarcely believe it is real.
it is like a dream.
he holds me and pays attention to me.
he cares about me so much.
no matter what i look like. no matter how uncomfortable i am.
the other day i threw up in the bathroom after i brushed my teeth and i was
so upset and disgusted by it and he just took care of me and cleaned it up.
now THAT is love.
seriously.
no man has ever done anything like
that for me.
yep,it's true, men....how do you get a woman to fall even more deeply in love
with you?
clean up her barf.
hold her when she feels ugly.
notice when she is in pain and rub her feet.
sing her little songs and get her cokes from the fridge.
buy her daisies on unspecial days to make them special.
i feel safe with him
i finally feel safe
i love him so much.
nothing else matters because i finally have real love.
REAL love.
may 7, 2007
10:55pm
today was a darn good day :)
it started out a little rough with not much sleep and the midwife came over
and took my blood to see if i am not anemic anymore (hope not!)
and then it was good after that as she checked me out and said the baby's
head was down (yay! good position for labour!)
and then the rest of the day was just full of affection and sex and food and
watching the bbc planet earth dvds in bed :)
very nice!
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baby registry!
I thought you might like to know that I have created a Baby Registry at Amazon.com. You can find it anytime by searching for my name at http://www.amazon.com/babyregistry.
Best Wishes,
ana voog and matthew bruce
You can see ana voog and matthew bruce's entire Baby Registry at:
http://www.amazon.com/gp/registry/baby/3BKBUJCBUDKXC
ok, here it is!
if you can think of anything else that would be good for me to add, let me
know :)
if you find a better price for things or want to buy it somewhere else or simply send something else or give us a gift of money (yes!!! $ will go to buy fuzzi bunz cloth diapers and medical costs)
please send to:
ana voog
p.o. box 76152
saint paul, MN
55175
make cheques and money orders
out to:
rachael olson (my legal name) or matthew bruce
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