april 7th, 2007

5:13pm

laid in bed 1/2 asleep until now.
the rest did me some good maybe, i feel a tiny bit better.
2 1/2 hours until the lindsey buckingham show.
time to make somethnig to eat and take a bath.

12:31pm

j.d.'s eye:

http://www.jdcasten.info/Image/Eyes/Eyes.html

i still do not feel like writing much.
did i tell u i am on antibiotics again?
blesh.
they make me feel just AWFUL.
i hope i will feel better by tonight.

we are going to see lindsey buckingham, former fleetwood mac member.
his new album is really good, so i think this concert will be excellent.

i just hope and pray i will feel ok.
antibiotics always really screw me up.

i have no energy and my stomache is queasy.
my heart if pounding and it's hot in here.
the fetus does flip flops in me constantly.

tomorrow we are going out to easter lunch with my dad.
he is treating us to old country buffet. ha :)

i had awful dreams last night about swimming in polluted canals under the great pryramid and teenage zombie boys with pimply asses raping women.
it was disgusting and horrible.

i managed to get out of the rape scene by turning myself into a giant turkey and wobbling my red things under my neck...whatever those things are called.

how freaking odd.

do i see myself as a giant wobbling turkey now that i am pregnant?
i guess in some ways i do.
i feel like one anyway.

another thing that has me upset is i found out i am -17 in my bank today.
nice.
i just hope my rent cheque will not bounce because if it does they charge a $70 fine or something more atrocious than that.
i am NOT happy.

i AM going to get fined, i just don't know how much and by who (besides my bank)

utterly depressing.

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