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31st, 2007 |
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10:43pm
cam #2 just barely eeks into the
bathroom.
it's on the counter now pointing out the door into the hallway.
hmm, no i stuck it lower as it wanted to fall off the counter.
i need to get a stand of some sort to duct tape it to.
10:37pm
i plugged in the cam. it works! yay!
now i can switch cam #1 between the 2 rooms again :)
wooooooooooo :)
i'm going to see if i can get cam #2 into the bathroom or something...if the
cord is long enough.
10:17pm
fell asleep for a few hours.
i needed it.
i hope i will be able to fall asleep, tho, again, tonight!
(like really soon)
i'm nuking a tv dinner.
chicken something...
always have to keep eating the protein. blesh.
and m should be home in less than an hour.
i guess i'll watch sat nite live when it comes in in the meantime.
my dreams have been complicated and
impossible to convey.
like long drawn out novels.
5:31pm
rain rain rain rain rain.
watching docs on pbs.
reading another pregnancy book ( i can only take them in small doses)
forced myself to eat some meatloaf from yesterday..gave the rest to the dogs.
i got my cam back from mom, i need to plug that in.
baby was squishing me from the other side. i decided to stroke my belly and
sing a la la song and that calmed her down.
it's just all so wild this whole communiaction thing....at least trying...it
brings tears to my eyes (of wonderment) as i do this and look at pix of the
ultrasound.
i can visualize her in me now.
i feel more connected.
reading in the book how my emotions effect her and how she can hear now.
i will make sure to sing more and interact with the movements.
it feels strange to say 'her". i hesitate to say it in case it's a boy,
but i guess i am saying it :)
3:39pm
super super rainy grey day.
m works til 10:30pm
blarg.
even with the dreariness the day is ok, tho, because i know my baby is nestled
in me and doing well.
the dogs are konked on the couch.
don't know what i will do with today.
just try to make it through it, i guess, as i do every day.
try to remain positive, find comfortable positions.
keep on keeping on....
my hair mixed with sunnybananas hair
:)
(mine is pink, hers is turquoise)
i dreaded her hair into mine :)
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problems with a friend:
passive aggressive behaviour
i hate it when people are passive aggressive with me and leave me little mean
clues to their anger in their LJ's.
exactly as this entry is doing right now.
i really am bloody sick of it.
isn't this just the DUMBEST way to communicate?
i think so.
but if they want to be like that, so be it.
i'm sick of playing these games and walking on egg shells.
over and out.
Current Mood: aggravated
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