| march
2nd, 2007 |
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4:36pm
http://news.yahoo.com/s/afp/20070228/wl_canada_afp/canadaenvironmentkyoto_070228180440
http://www.flickr.com/photos/keesssss/
there have been good moments, too.
M is kind to me, last night we had sex and afterwards i just started to laugh
hysterically.
that's the second time in the last week or so that i just got on this hysterical
laughing thing after sex and M thought is was a bit strange until i explained
it to him and told him it was not all unusual :)
it's just another way of letting go of energy...and if sex can be so intense
as to make me laugh (or sometimes cry) then that is a GOOD thing, it means
he "shook me up inside" and got my energy flowing :)
i am definitely tensed up. and to have a big laugh is good for me.
i really need to get a massage. several. all my muscles are just bunched up
giving me headaches.
but there are little happinesses and reliefs always here and there.
hugs and kisses and mashed potatoes.
today M is working outside loading
vehicles with cargo and it's so much snow!
i hope he doesn't slip and i hope he doesn't whack his back out.
tonight he is the one who will need a massage, too.
he gets off work in 15 minutes.
i can't wait for him to get home.
i put white yarn in my hair.
i'm downloading some free yoho videos off the net.
i hope they are sufficient.
i need to stretch, relax, breathe.
and i want my creativity back.
i want SPRING!
IMAGES
some things i crocheted in there
for pluckyfluff.com's book.
4:06pm
sorry, another boring day. just a
day.
snow snow snow snow snow snow snow snow.
grey grey gery grey grey grey grey grey.
not feeling well...blah blah blah.
pregnant...blah blah blah blah.
not sleeping well, anxious.
stupid anxiety dreams.
i'm just trying to hang on, stay positve. not freak out.
stay on top of things as best as i can.
try to eat.
i just don't have much to say.
i'm exhausted from thining about pregnancy and being pregnant.
every day it becomes more real and more freaky.
what more can i say that i haven't already?
i feel uncomfortable.
i need spring. i need to get outside.
i need to lie on the ground with grass.
i need fresh air.
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