| february
9, 2007 |
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5:00pm
i got a new ac adaptor for my other
camcorder, so i hope to plug that in tonight and have everything working so
i can switch cams between the room with the couch where the cam is now and
the thing room/bedroom.
i am working on a weird sweater, jacket.
it feels nice to be a bit creative.
i am feeling a tiny bit more energy but at the moment i could fall right to
sleep. but at least there are a few hours here and there i feel i can get
things done.
i ordered a dvd called 'the secret"
that i saw on the oprah show yesterday.
it's a motivational thing about how your thoughts create your own reality,
which i already know, but i just felt i needed to watch something positive
to give me a boost right now since i'm feeling kind of augh.
i'm either going to watch it and
work on my sweater or fall asleep. i don't know in what order.
Vaccination
lactivist!
i'm feeling more affected by anna
nicole's death than i ever expected.
i was never a fan. but she wasn't evil. she made bad choices, suffered from
mental illness, but was always a fighter.
it has made me sad and contemplative about many things.
she was a tragic figure who never
really found herself.
searched for the wrong things in the wrong people, seemingly,
and was just plain lost.
not to mention having every flaw of hers scrutinized and enlarged by the press,
which she maybe mistook as the only love she would ever get or deserve.
i don't know. i'm just speculating.
she was annoying to me but i feel compassion for her.
she was no mother teresa (who is?), she didn't find a cure for cancer or do
anything extremely remarkable,
but she was a human being who didn't deserve the harsh treatment she received.
i hope she finds peace in the next life that alluded her in this one.
and i hope her baby girl will not have to endure what she did.
maybe the lesson we can learn from her life is to be kind and compassionate
to one another, especially to ourselves.
her life was not for nothing.
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