| january
30, 2007 |
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10:15pm
i am pleased with the house. it shows
potential to me now.
it gives me new cam angles. it feels a bit like being in a new apt.
m likes it, too :)
there is still a LOT to do, but the most heavy stuff has been moved now.
i can't wait to get to painting the floors and having a more spacious room
to take photographs and be creative in.
and i want to get more cams and have 4 like there was long ago.
moolah moolah moolah.
i'll figure something out.
6:50pm
today was quite the day.
i thought my mom was going to come over and pick up the couch that jason gave
me.
but when she and her husband arrived they said it was too big for the place
they wanted to put it.
so it became this hours long thing of moving my entire apartment around since
they wanted to help me.
this started at 1pm and went until now.
i am so sore.
they moved the couch into the bedroom, the bed into the thing room, all the
mirrors from the thnig room into the bedroom, ripped up more carpet, arrangd
a million shalves that still need to be fixed.
got rid of the robot.
got rid of the white shelf that jason's parent's gave me because as they tried
to move it , it broke.
damn particle board.
i want all particle board out of my life.
got rid of 2 lamps.
swept so much, had to unplug all computers, everything was in disarray and
i have been fixing it nonstop until now.
my back KILLS.
all i've eaten today is a bit of yogurt. i'm not hungry. but i need to eat.
my mom gave me a scale and i have lost weight and weigh only 104.
my mom broke my main cam as she tried to move a table.
so now the other cam is on in the thing room.
thank god i had a back up.
i want to move it ito the bedroom which is now not really the bedroom anymore
but the place where the couch is. it's more of a living room now.
doing a load of laundry.
i want to fall over and vedge out.
i'll take some pictures with my digital camera so you can see the progress
but right now i am WIPED.
matt is sure going to be surprised when he comes home.
i need a bath.
and i need a massage.
and i wish someone could just stick an IV in me for food because i do not
want to eat.
when i brushed my teeth this norning i threw up.
i'm so sick of that, no pun intended.
i cancelled doing dread maintenance on jason's hair because i am just way
too tired.
i'm going to lay down somewhere and take a nap or something.
tomorrow the midwife comes and takes
vials of my blood and gives me a pap smear.
my shrink called in a new anti anxiety med for me called librium or something
but i didn't have time to get it today.
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