january 24, 2007

images

6:17pm

i keep dreaming about pancakes.

and floods.

5:19pm

i had my tarot reading with william henry
it was worth it :)

here is the short version of what happened copied from the conversation i had with jason about it on IM after it happened.

"fetik3: Are you done with your reading?

camgirl7: yep
it was good

fetik3: What you expected?

camgirl7: ummm
i did not know what to expect
so...i was pleased with what happened
it just made me know i was not as divorced from my intuition as i thought i was
because i had been doing my tarot but had been doubting my ability to be objective
but he confirmed for me that my intuition was still quite on
and i basically have my sh-t together
also i was happy to "find out" if it is true that this soul has come to me BECAUSE i am an artist and also a loner
and to learn from me
so it doesn't seem to be some hockey player
also he thinks it will be a boy too
he said this will open up my art in new ways
which i was hoping for
because i dont want my art to damage the child
i'd like to encorporate the child into my art
but not in a selfish way
but it would be fun if we could do art together
in some way
i just want us to be compatible
so it came to me for an unconventional upbringing
and is an artistic type
who likes that i am a loner
also, he says that this will bring me the family i never had
since i never felt really i had one
which i thought was interesting
but it all looks very good
we talked back and forth the whole time
it was a conversation
he's very nice
reassuring
funny he had me draw that ingwaz thing
and i'm like, dang that thing is everywhere in my life
the whole dia-monde thing
he said that was my life
and i said i know
more like a square with an x on it
so it was a pryamid looking down on it from the top
which is weird because this is how i viewed the baby
i was viewing it as a pyramid from the top
on my belly

fetik3: Interesting!
but why did he have you draw it?

because he said it was important to me
but he said this child should bring me new work and ventures
that it will open up many possibilities for me
so that was nice to hear
not so confining and claustrophobic
anyway so maybe it'll be syd barrett
hahah
i thought his voice would sound different on the phone
but it sounds the same as when he is on dreamland
i'm just glad his reading wasn't wayyyy different than mine have been"

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now i need to go lie down for a bit again.

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horoscopes from:

http://www.astro.com/
http://www.tarot.com/astrology/
http://itsalllove.com/starry_eyed/starry_eyed.html