january 10, 2007

http://www.anacam.com/doc/ana_voog_documentary.wmv

i'm not going to go into great detail about this right now, because, frankly, i'm tired and i need to relax after having been through a lot the last few days.
(weeks..months...)

but basically here it is in a nutshell,
my mom and my stepdad are going to adopt our child :)
we will still be a part of my child's life and it will call me mom and m , dad.
my mom and stepdad have an enormous house with a HUGE backyard, a great neighbourhood for kids, they are finaicially stable,
they are going to pay all my medical bills, the kid will have health insurance and even a cabin on a lake to play at in the summertime.
not only this, but it will have free college, if it so chooses.
this way, the child stays in the family, has a stable network (it takes a vilage to raise a child), and it will know it's lineage and never have to wonder who it's parent's are and it will live a very good loving and cushy life with many perks, the best being love and extremely good care.
and i am so happy we can still be a major role in it's life and visit it whenever we want to.

i am so happy amd feel so blessed like i just won the lottery.
i know my mom and i have had our differences in the past, but that is behind us now, and all is good.
she and her husband feel honoured to adopt my child, they feel it is a gift and their calling.
i am happy beyond words and so is M.

no financial hardship, no abortion, just family coming together and loving and welcoming a new being into this earth.

i am so extremely relieved.

please no advice. i just wanted to let you all know :)

the matoog shall live!

4:34pm

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