| january
5, 2007 |
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http://www.anacam.com/doc/ana_voog_documentary.wmv
5:13pm
i'm really struggling with the idea/reality
of having a child today.
this is very very hard.
so many levels to this.
i'm not sure about what i want to do.
i'm extremely scared.
all my choices seem awful.
i don't know what to do.
i seem to be divorced from my intuition.
i feel like i am in a blind spot, disconnected.
i lay in bed every day feeling completely exhausted and lost.
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