december 28, 2006

12:18pm

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still much to say but not feeling like typing it out right this very second.
i will tho, i will...later.
all is well. taking it easy.
i still remain quite exhausted.
i sleep in bits. i get up to pee in the might more often, which is irritating and interrupts my sleep.
watched "five easy pieces" last night which i thought was quite abysmal.
the other day "two for the road" which i also hated.
that makes 2 movies that my dad has recommended to me that i have not liked, which is highly unusual.
we usually love exactly the same movies.
i watched "the aviator" the other day and loved it. M had a dvd of it and i didn't know.
i watched it while he was at work.
today he has off and so we are going to go food shopping (thanks howie!)
my mom gave me a bit of leftovers from xmas, which has tided us over for a few days.
she made marvelous food.
xmas eve, potato sausage, lefse, and oyster stew.
the next day my dad and brother arrived and we had pork tenderloin, sweet potatoes, cranberries, stuffing, lefse, rolls, salad, and that it really not saying the intricacies of the food.
not to mention all the cookies and massive cake with a huge scandanavian name i cannot pronounce.
more to say on xmas later and seeing my family, all good.
after everyone went to bed M and i watched babette's feast which is one of my fave movies and M now loves it, too :)

he said it was one of the best xmas's he's had in a long time :)

i look forward to going food shopping today.
i want protein. eggs, meat, cheese.
also things for new years. sparkling apple cider.
it'll be the 1st new years without champagne since maybe i was 17.
we decided we will rent fred astaire movies for nwe years and watch them all day in bed.

i'm not up for any parties or socializing.

going back on prozac, about 1 every other day, has helped me, but has not given me back any energy.
i remain absolutely tired almost all of the time, and since i cannot have any caffeine, and the days have been cold, wet, and greyer than grey, this has not helped my energy levels.

i hope this exhaustion period ends soon, because it's getting very boring and frustrating.
but i'll take that over morning sickness any time, which i have been spared , so far.
i am one of the lucky ones for not getting it, as most women do.

M is till sleeping and i think i'll crawl back into bed, too.
i didn't go to sleep until 4 or 5am.
then got up a few hours ago because i had to pee and then was kind of restless.
so i sorted through pictures and did this, and managed my lj communities and read some email.
(which means basically deleting all the spam from my inbox)


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