| december
23, 2006 |
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3:29pm
having a hard time. going off prozac
seems to be not a good idea.
all i do is lay in bed in despair and stare and have terrible terrible nightmares.
feelings of hopelessness, pointlessness, disempowerment, emptiness, aloneness....
fear, anxiety, no motivation, no concentration, disinterest in anything.
so i took a prozac today.
i'll have to talk to my shrink after xmas to get on something that helps me.
i can't go through another week of laying in bed in utter despair and fear.
i'd write my dreams down but i don't have the energy to.
i hope in a few days i'll have a bit more energy from the prozac.
sorry i am this way right now.
i cannot help it.
my whole body and mind are completely out of whack.
hormones, no medication, the burden of life in me.
i am overwhelmed.
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