december 5th, 2006

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9:41pm

M told his parent's.
all is well!
*whew*
tallked to so many people today about so many things...i'm all talked out!

6:11am

talked to my shrink today.
told her i took myself off the amutriptyline.
and she was pleased i'm getting of the valium and she said i should get totally off it in 2 weeks.
so harrrrrrrd.
prozac she said should still be fine but just don't take it about 2 weeks before i deliver (if i do)

10:28am

3rd test positive, as well.


my 1st response kit came with 3 tests. i was going to wait to take the 3rd one at the end of this month, but being the impatient aries that i am, and 6 more days had passed since i took the 1st one, i took the 3rd one. and yep, it still came out as i am pregnant. so i don't think this could be a fluke.

also i am confused as to how many days i could be pregnant.
the 1st time M and i had sex after my last period which started on the 23rd of october, was the 28th (and then a bunch of days after that, we are rabbits)
(thank goodness for journaling)
anyway, so does this mean i could possibly be 36 days pregnant?

geez, it's so confusing. 1st it's a zygote, then it's a blastocyst , then an embryo, and then a fetus.
and in the 1st 2 weeks you are not "technically" pregnant yet, or something like that...

so far i do not feel pregnant except that i am terribly exhausted and my breasts are very sore.
which are are 2 signs. yesterday it seems i slept most of the day.
but i read that most women do not feel pregnant until their 2nd trimester.

i read on the net that a doctor doesn't want to see you, usually for until the 12th to 14th week of your pregnancy.
this is maybe due to the fact that i read that most miscarriages happen with the 1st 12 weeks?

it's cold as hell here. last night it was 5 degrees! now it's 17 degrees.
brrrrr.

i'm going back to bed.

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horoscopes from:

http://www.astro.com/
http://www.tarot.com/astrology/
http://itsalllove.com/starry_eyed/starry_eyed.html