november 25, 2006

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7:25pm

i was in muthafuckin' JAIL!
the past 1 1/2 days!
jesus h christ!
i felt like #6 in the prisoner.
i still don't know why i was there.
they never formally charged me or read me my rights.
i was put into solitary confininement and dragged through hallways by my wrists in handcuffs way too tight.
as in DRAGGED like a piece of trash.
i'm surprised i do not have dislocated wrists.
sadistic fuckers.
FIVE cops! for me? i didn't put up a fight!
i got someone to bail me out, thank god.
long story i will tell you later.
NONE of it makes any sense at ALL.
i have NO idea WTF.
but i am totally traumatized from it.
i have bruises around my wrists from the handcuffs and nerve damage in my hands where i cannot feel my thumbs and some other fingers. nerve damage.
i have bruises on my shoulders where they grabbed me so hard and kicked me.
i have bruises on my knees because they made me kneel on cement floors.
i was treated as a subhuman.
not even a human.
i had no contact with the outside world, just laid on a cement floor shivering and had to cover myself in toilet ppaer like a hamster to keep warm.
very humiliating.
i don't want to talk about it right now.
i've said the story too many times now and i am exhausted beyond belief.
i have not eaten in 2 days.
i'm going to go take a bath and put on jammas and make a nest.
M should be home soon.
he was worried sick.
i was worried sick for him.
i cried and cried and cried.
i can't wait to be in his arms.
i'm so glad to be home and that i was bailed out or i would have had to be there for 2 more days!

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