november 16, 2006

6:22pm

this weird pop ad shit keeps coming at me from "NSIS MEDIA"
i have searched my computer for all things related and deleted it all 3 times.
quaranteed it with mcaffee and deleted it,.
goddamit.

who ever makes this shit i just want to rip their skin off with a can opener.

jason came over for a bit. i did about 8 or 9 dreads. i'm getting faster.
then he had to go to border's books to pick something up and he'll call me when he gets home and then i'll go over to his house to finish the job.

a saw some hope in sebastian when jason came in and sebastian grabbed his fave squeaky toy thing (called the jack) and did a few squeaks on it.
but then that was all he had any effort to do and he layed on his side staring for the remainder of jason being here.
so sad.
i'm really worried about him.
i'll call the vet again tomorrow.

 

5:08pm

weird shit is on my computer.
some sort of spam/spayware thing.
weird pop up ads jumping out at me.
for the last fwe hours i have been trying to discern WTF and get rid of it!

jason should be here any sec.

sebastian remains without any energy.
i worry.

M will be home sometime after 6pm

i'll be home around 9:15pm

3:46pm

sebastian won't eat again today :(

here is a test gif made by ambianne:

3:17pm

http://ana.livejournal.com/1818631.html

2:37pm

so my pumpkin is rotting. so sad we never carved it or made roasted pumpkin seeds.
oh well.
i wonder if that dead pigeon is still out there and if so should i go retrieve it and stick it in the freezer?
i want to make photos of the rotting pumpkin and the dead pigeon.
yes, i'm weird.
do i really want to make the trek out there even tho it is only 2 blocks away?
if i stick it in the freezer will it infect my food?
the artist in me says go for it.
the rational part of me is like, don't stick a dead pigeon in your freezer, what are you THINKING?

2:13pm

i had a dream i was in charge of caretaking a baby shark.
weird.

i'm just trying to get stuff done.

at 5pm jason comes over to see the pupsters.

and then i do dread maintenance on him from 5pm to 9pm.

i am so behind in so many things due to sebastian being sick.
i'm just scrambing to get things back in order.

i gave him a treat this morning and he was totally disinterested in it.
but he did greet me when i woke up.

M has been addicted to playing this game called "civilization"

so many photos i want to take right now.
but so little time.
the sun goes down so quickly and i'm trying to just stay ahead in the finiancial game, keep the house in a sort of order, and all those mundane things.

giving sebastian medicine is a pain.
but at least it's in eyedropper form.
i really have to jarr open his mouth with all my strength and make him swallow it.
so far so good.

it's semi sunny out and 38 degress.
i would LOVE to go for a walk.
but there are too many things i need to catch up on.

people needing passwords, credit cards to be put through, people to unsubscribe.
outting clothes in the dryer.
i need to get to tha bank but that won't happen today.

archiving old anagrams, making new ones, sorting through cam photos.

M scrubbed the kitchen floor and hallways last night.
everything is disinfected and smells like lysol but this is good because i know things are clean.

he is so thorough.

i need him now to just check on the webcam32 to make sure it hasn't stopped while he plays his game.
because it's been stopping more than usual lately and for this i apologize.

i'm being on my nano writing. 21,000 words but i need to reach the goal of 50,000 by the end of this month.
dunno if that will happen.

last night chatted with my mom on the phone for at least an hour and it was all good and felt like old times :)

i think i have figured out that we can get along really well as long as i need her.
if i become self sufficient in any way, she gets weirded out.

i aded quali eggs yp pinkveneer's hat.

so many hats i need to get out.

i'll go check my bank balance now.
*crosses fingers*

1:49pm

IMAGES HERE

1:34 am


sebsatian is on the mend! his medicine is working.
i even got him to eat some crusts of bread :)
i can see his wooket spirit coming back to life in him :)
i am so relieved!
he still doesn't want to play and is very quiet and mostly sleeps.
but i can tell he is getting better and he ATE something :)
yay!!!!

in other news, i shaved the sides of my head because my dreads kept falling out there and it was looking weird.
so i cut the left over dreads off and i will sew them in to the dreads in the back of my head, because those are really short.
i sort of look like tank girl now :)

 

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