| nov
13, 2006 |
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10:37am
i am tired as all heck.
got up at 7:30am, got the the bank.
they could not tell me whether or not things will bounce.
i think that is ridiculous....how do they not know how their own system works???
i mean, hello? you the BANK. and you don't know how it works???
anyway i pray to zeus and medusa and every other deity that nothing will bounce
or i am up shit creek.
they charge $33 per bounce and that means i have 7 things that could bounce.
fuck.
(thank positive think positive think positive)
morning people are not known to me. i walked through the skyway system in
a haze, listening to lali puna on my ipod.
things were open. people were drinking coffee. i saw children.
stores were open. it was a whole new landscape.
everyone was just going to work. busy busy busy.
yesterday wqas insane. sebastian
had been throwing up all night and i discovered a mysterious black pod in
one of the pools of barf. the picture of it is in the images.
i decided i had to take him to the emergency vet because it was all too weird.
especially since he had blood in his urine for 2 days a week ago.
and now this POD?
WTF?
so i brought him in, had him x-rayed, no one there could discern what sort
of pod this was.
it must be an alien pod :)
i can't imagine him swallowing that thing whole. it was 3 to 4 inches long.
inside of it was just a brown mush.
i have it in my freezer now should i ever run into a botanist who can identify
it.
it is SO WEIRD.
like invasion of the body snatchers.
anyway, he was just zonked for the rest of the day, the poor puffin.
and the bill was $312. gah.
so that is why i got up so early and ran to the bank with a cheque for $500
from my dad.
i cross my fingers it is not all eaten up by overdraft fees.
nervewracking.
and then , as you can see in the
images, M and i made love for big long time.
we forgot about the 69 and gee, i'm glad i remembered it.
yummy!
he turns me on so intensely. it's his smell, the temperature of his skin and
he is so soft (and hard!)
his mind, his eyes...his love for me.
i am gaga over him.
the other day i woke up early because sometimes i do that for a few hours
then go back to bed..
i got all dressed up in the corset, boots and bra and even shaved my pussy
:)
and woke him up and fucked him silly.
and then the day after about 6:30am, i didn't dress up but got up and woke
him up with a handjob with olive oil.
he was very pleased and so was i and we made love and then he fell back to
sleep for another hour.
i love to do these things for him :)
last night i made spaghetti from
his dad's frozen sauce that he brought home from his visit.
it was good.
i just need some parmesan cheese!
now i am making a beef soup with leeks and cajun spices.
i love to cook for him. he says my soup is the best in thr land!
i agree :)
too bad i had to spend all my money on x rays because that day we were going to go food shopping and get fresh veggies and stuff.
but no, sebastian was sick, and ,
of course that takes precedence!
he's my little poofin hoover. they all are.
as i took sebastian to the vet he would push his head intothe crook of my
arm as if to hide.
he is a delicate fluffball and i am his mama.
i would do anything for my dogs.
they are my lifeline. my connection to joy and zen.
i love them with all my heart and soul.
they are my family.
they are all konked out on the bed
now.
so cute.
i can't pick a favourite....i love then all equally for their different qualities.
but i di bring the pooka-dog with me when i went to my dad's becsue he has
a calm effect on me.
his fur smells so sweet.
he is so precious to me.
and deiter, my rump roast porklishious dog-a-log...
his love is endless.
and sebastian, always a little unsure, so loyal to me, we are joined at the
hip.
i am so fortunate to have this creatures
in my life.
they show me so much.
i have much to learn from them.
today was supposed to be sunny!
but it's grey, cold and foggy!
grrrr.
i ahve so many photos to take and not the right lighting to do it in!
my pumpkin is molding, i want to open it and put the dead pigeon i found in
it (if it is atill there)
i could really make some beautiful photos of that, i know.
and i have dried yellow roses and felted balls.
i want sunlight to really bring out the colours properly.
a gut sent me , the other day, a cd with every image from anacam on it from
2001 until mid 2006!
the refresh every 10 minutes (the free anacam)
anyway, it was incredible and 90 minutes long!
things whizzed by at lightning speed.
my whole life flashed nefore my eyes.
absolutely amazing.
i'm trying to think how i can copt this and upload it to ana2.
it's really mesmerizing!
whole days pass in in seconds....
dogs whirl
candles burn down so fast
i look like i sleep fitfully.
the sun rises and sets and moves across my room at lightning speed!
it was amazing to take in my lif for the past 6 years on 90 minutes!
very very fascinating.
i think i will go back to bed now.
i'm tired as all heck.
the gloominess of the day makes me
even sleepier.
8:49am
words later , i have to get to
the bank pronto.
it might be already too late to do it, things might bounce all over the place
due to having to take sebastian to the emergency vet yesterday, which cost
312.00.
it's totally grey, cold and foggy out.
and i am very sleepy.
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