| nov
7th, 2006 |
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5:28pm
nano
what is with this chick lit. category?
chick lit????
how derogatory and sexist.
i am offended.
why not have a category called dude lit.?
chick lit.???
chicklets are GUM CANDY.
fuck that.
i feel like i'm back in the 80's being filed under the "women's music" section.
am i the only one who sees this?
why are woman being separated from
the other authors?
what's up with that?
Current Mood: aggravated
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in other news i made a bath with
bubbles.
and i'm making chicken soup.
and M should be home soon.
and i hope he fucks my brains out.
(if i have any brains 'cause i'm a girl y'know)
we found this great position last
night since i am shy about coming (weird, eh?)
so he enters me from behind and spoons me and i use the hitachi in the front.
yep, that almost did the trick. i think it can work but i yearn to have him
on top of me face to face.
he gets so animalistic with his long brown hair swishing to and fro, teeth
grinding and his grey eyes wild.
it's a total turn on for me.
for him me usinig the hitachi...or something...was a total turn on for him
and he had to resort to "thinking about baseball" to stop himself
from coming too soon.
that is a total turn on to ME.
soon we will get one of those rings that has a vibrator attached so i can
push into that when i am on top.
that's how i cam with the mannequin. the pink dildo with the vibrator at the
base of the balls.
i guess it was kind fo like test driving a car.
ya, it works!
now to use it on a REAL man!
but we are both poor right now and cannot afford it.
but by god, that'll be my next purchase for certain.
i can't use hitachi any other way
than i just described because it's just too big and gets in the way.
also the thing is dang unsexy looking.
it looks like something a nurse would give you (in a very nonsexy way)
and it makes a big buzzing noise.
sounds like fucking while at the dentist.
while this might be a turn on to someone like dennis hopper (who i seem to
channel quite a bit lately by saying "maaaan" a lot) , it's just
not my thing.
when he sweats it is so sweet, i want to lick it.
ya, he switched the sex button in me on again.
oh maaaaan....
4:15am
images
here
it's so wonderful to have M back.
we had to work at a large issue, but then after that, i felt much relieved
and trust him all the more :)
we made love 2 times, one with lighting, once again, the cam froze during
it for EXACTLY for the time we had sex.
we must emmit some sort of electric pulse when we have sex that jams the system?
ha :)
we realized also it was the 1st time we had had sex since we have officially
lived together. so it was a special consecration :)
i feel so much better now...like
things are on the right track again.
i have made peace with his things here but there are still minor adjustments
to make,
but *boom*, just like that i made the switch over from everything feeling
"wrong" to everything feeling right.
it's such a relief and i love him all the more...
time for sleep.
p.s. i made good pix yesterday :)
oh, and here was my horoscope for yesterday which is totally fitting:
Something transcendental
This influence deepens the emotions and creates a greater need to belong to
an individual or to a group. Friendships are extremely important to you today,
and they may change your life. Love relationships are more intense, and physical
sexuality is experienced as something transcendental. This is a good time
to try to understand your emotions and how they affect your relationships.
Today you can enrich and enhance a relationship as you realize the strength
of your feelings, in a moment when you experience the full force of your emotion.
Certainly any emotion that you feel today will have extraordinary force and
vigor. No experience under this influence is superficial, nor would you be
satisfied with any that was.
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