| september
23rd 2006 |
||
8:49pm
7:56pm
one more day and the new video
capture card will be here....
you didn't miss much here today. it was just gloomy.
tomorrow will be better.
3:06pm
i can't remember the 1st one, but
i know it's archived.
i made a gesture that semmed "small" and he made a gesture that
seemed "large" or vice versa. i'm still trying to find it.
it's somewhere in june, dammit.
M and i discovered that we used these sweeping hand gestures to talk to one
another.
we'd review the photo and be like "WTF? were we talking about?"
this has become an inside joke with us now. and sometimes we just use the
sweeping hand gestures on purpose, for no reason.
but still, even with that, we will still make this large hand gestures without
realizing and TRY to remember what on earth we were discussing that would
need such gesturization (sp?), and we still have not solved this mystery.
i bring to you, because my cam is
broken, the mystery of the
sweeping hand gestures:
1:08pm
ooh good, it's supposed to be mostly
sunny tomorrow and the next day.
thank god.
i need the sun badly.
maybe tomorrow i'll go back to the abandoned warehouse and take more pix.
how did a whole week fly by?
it seems like i did that only about 2 days ago.
12:31pm
didn't get the video capture card
today.
since it's the weekend , i won't get it until monday (one day shipping)
i tracked the package and that is the estimated day of arrival.
sorry, everyone, but it will be fixed soon.
if it's not one thing it's another, eh?
M has a cold.
jason just got over a cold.
i do not want to get a cold.
it is still very gloomy, rainy, and cold out.
so everything just feels very blah.
i had exhausting dreams.
i went off prozac a few days ago and i think i should still be on it. but i can't afford it. so fuck.
just a bunch of shit.
the gloom, the meds, the cold, the software and hardware hell.
i feel miserable.
everything feels "wrong"
that's the only way i can explain it.
everything just feels really off and wrong.
fuck it i just popped a few of my last prozac. maybethat will get me through
this day.
take one step at a time.
one frickin step after another.
and where are my vacuum cleaner bags i ordered a week ago?
i just want to VACUUM.
and i need more laundry detergent.
it seems that the mundane shit of life just never ends.
it's just non stop cleaning and trying to pay bills.
god, i am a total whiner today.
just fuck, where is the SUN?
i'll get myself out of this pity party soon.
it's just damn. life just sucks sometimes.
i'm going to turn on my oven for heat.
arrrrgh.
i need to put on some happy music and dance.
i hate being a whiny ass.
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