september 9th 2006

10:40pm

called a friend who knows the friend and she explained to me a bit what happened.
at least i know now.
it makes me very sad but i have a small bit of relief.

8:25pm

i woke up feeling fine but then ate a bad porkchop or something and felt really ill.
so i stayed in bed most of the day.
so it was a really unproductive day.
i was supposed to do jason's dread maintannce but cancelled it.
i'm still really upset about my friend i've known since she was 16 abruptly taking me off her friends list and then never talking to me again.
i emailed her and asked her to PLEASE tell me why.
i said if i don't hear from her i won't write another email to her and will assume she doesn't want anything to do with me, but could she at LEAST tell me WHY?
i've heard nothing back.
i'm so bummed out about it.
i'm so confused.

i don't know why someone would throw away a over 20 year friendship and not even tell me why.

2:56pm

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