| september
7th 2006 |
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7:59pm
i have antennas growing out of my head.
7:27pm
a very happy thing!
this wonderful video made by halcyonpink
http://www.veoh.com/videoDetails.html?v=e116184nDDCf6hH
it inspires me and makes me yearn....
it will make you happy, too :)
the governments of the world will never kill the resilient human spirit that
chooses JOY over fear.
the sun is going down here.
i'm not sure what to do next.
3:33pm
hi :)
3:31pm
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3:20pm
2:31pm
12:45pm
yesterday i took M to the place where
the stairs that lead nowhere are.
the path there was being completely ripped apart. they were putting in some
new pipeline or something. everything was dug up and muddy. big orange machinery.
and men in the machinery that i were scared were going to stop us from going
further because we were on a road that was closed.
but they just let us keep going. but at every turn i was so paranoid someone
would stop us. i'm so glad i got to see the magical place before they ripped
it all apart. we finally came to where the stairs that lead nowhere USED to
be, but what was once a lush hill with stairs that lead down it into this
little grove where a lot of the homeless sleep and live, it was now a gigantic
heap of dirt. and i could see way way way down there, the stairs that lead
nowhere were in pieces in a big pile. it made me so sad.
we came across a guy who was letting water out of a fire hydrant there. he
had to let out the water in case there were any air bubbles trapped in the
new pipes. so we walked down a different way, looking for a place to eat our
picnic of fruit, bread and cheese. we found the abandoned building i had always
wanted to bust into. i think they are going to tear it down :(
M had to push me up on this high platform, and then from there i saw an opening
that was closed off by a gate, but we gingerly made it around the gate and
got inside. we were in a small stairwell. shattered glass everywhere.
i was so happy to finally be in a secret place where no one could see us.
and i ate bread and cheese just enough to get my bloodsugar back up. M dug
into the fruit and ate a pear which he exclaimed was the best pear he had
ever eaten in his life :)
i started going up the narrow wooden stairs, being careful to make sure they
were solid, and they were. i didn't know where it was going to lead. but after
going up 2 small flights i made it into this MASSIVE warehouse space. i'm
really bad at judging how many square feet something is, but i'm going to
take a guess and say it was probably about 3,000 square feet. really really
massive.
perfect to rollerskate in!
every floor was the same, and each time we would come upon a new floor birds
were scatter and fly out the windows making me jump.
we went made it to the roof but i was too scared to walk on that.
i took pictures of a small purple cloud just floating there.
we went back to the 1st floor and moved our stuff into there.
i thought of all the decorating possibilities and that i have to get back
in there with a better camera and take some REALLY cool photos. because also
the one i had would not take good photos in there because it works very poorly
in low light. so i didn't get much photos of the inside.
god, i have to but i would have to bring so much stuff i would want to get
there that i feel i would be really conspicuous.
farg.
but i want to get all dressed up and rollerskate around all glam and spraypaint
over all the stupid graffitti with silver.
it started to get dark. we drank a bottle of wine.
we laid on the ground with our eyes closed and felt the cold and dusty cement
floor. i took in all the industrial sounds in quadophonic sound as music.
i want to record the sounds.
i arranged our plum pits and fruit left over (for the birds)
and all our things we left behind from eating, and then i spray painted a
heart around the configuration :)
i left the spray paint to see if anyone will do anything with it :)
so much i want to do in there before they rip it down.
i have to figure out how to do it.
when we walked back it was almost totally dark and we have to walk under scary
bridges that are scary even in the day.
we listened to muse in the ipod and that added to the tension.
i fell in the mud, and it stuck me in like quicksand! like mashed potato wrestling.
my foots are just caked.
my pants are in the wash.
it was hard to get up because it kept sucking me in and also i was laughiing
so hard from the ridiculousness of it that also made it hard to get up :)
but we got out and i got my mudcaked self back to my place and we had a bath.
we were pretty tired and fell asleep around midnight.
this thumbnail thing is kinda whacked
out, too.
when it says what the next image will be...it's not the image it's supposed
to be.
weird.
also when it says click here for the full version which is over 1,000 pixels
wide, that isn't true, i resized them all and none of them are more than 700
pixels wide.
also, for me, at one point the go to the next image thing would not budge.
so i had to go back to the main thumbs and then click on the images i want
to see that way.
12:33pm
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11:55am
pictures forthcoming...
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