| september
2nd, 2006 |
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10:36pm
i have had a very intense day.
jason is having a party to celebrate the buying of his new condo,
but he invited people that would upset me.
just because we are broken up doesn't mean my heart is dead to this.
i said i'd go and then he tells me "so and so" will be there.
it's his life and he can invite whoever he wants.
but don't expect me to show up for a night of stress and fake niceness then.
fuck that.
if he wants to choose people who have been mean to me to his party, disregarding
my feelings.....again, then whatever.
have fun in your new condo, dude.
rock on.
and btw, he told me why we didn't have sex (much) for 9 years.
what a a bunch of bogus shit.
wake the fuck up.
i still love him and always will, but damn.
glad to be away from that crap.
holy fuck.
i am soooo pissed off.
but i am so glad i am getting a clue now and getting away from that.
thank you medusa and my every growing powers of self observation.
8:28am
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