| september
1st , 2006 |
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7:46pm
i slept on and off all day.
i'd get up and clean and then take a nap, get up and do more, nap again.
finally got the courage to ask my parents for rent $ because i have none.
so humiliating.
i don't know what they'll say back.
i want to cry.
wrote to my friend to please let us just TALK since she took me off her friends
list in LJ without a word to me as to why a few months ago.
so got up the courage to confront her on that and ask WHY?
not a word back from her. we've been friends for decades.
so i guess today i just shut off.
i'll be ok.
but this period of adjustment is a bitch.
and the money thing is the most stressful thing ever.
and god, things are good, but damn.
i'm not a cyborg.
wish i was.
1:11pm
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