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21st , 2006 |
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8:09pm
i have been working all day on anagram
07.06
jason helped me work out a system that fixes things a bit faster.
but now 2 thumbnails on that page won't load and i have NO IDEA why.
it's never ending.
and i still have to go through and check each page by hand to make sure each
thing works.
and i still have yet to finish that mind numbing task.
if you click on the thumbnails that won't load, it will still take you to
the larger picture.
so it's a huge pain in the ass, but at least ONE anagram is now (hopefully),
mostly, fixed.
fuckin' a.
and now i still have to clean and
take a bath and stuff.
i weighed myself today on jason's scale and i weighed 106. that's about 3
pounds lighter than i thought i was, so that's cool.
it's really nice out.
i'd love to go for a walk, but it's getting dark out now.
M and i tried to go walk by the river last night but gnats kept flying in
our faces so we gave up.
5:33pm
posted this in my LJ friends only to see if anyone had any suggestions:
weird sex question
for the last few weeks whenever i have tried to have an orgasm or had an orgasm,
i get a really terrible headache on the right hand side of my head!
a very sharp pain. sometimes from the neck all the way into the eyesocket,
but it always starts on the right side of my head near temple.
the pain is sometimes so sharp that i just give up even trying to have an
orgasm because the pain is just too sharp and the pain is overpowers the pleasure.
then i have to take 1 excedrin and 2 aspirin to get rid of it.
i've tried taking the aspirin and excedrin BEFORE, but that does not work.
this is also the same side i had the severe pain with my neck this april,
and i could barely move for weeks.
but with that it was my neck and shoulder and shoulder blade, not my head
and it didn't involve a headache.
i am wondering if the 2 are related because they happen both on the same
side.
is my injury from my neck and shoulder not really healed or something and
when i try to come that muscle tenses up and causes a headache?
just WTF?
i don't even understand how i got the neck/shoulder injury in the 1st place.
but something weird is going on with that whole side of my body from the shoulder
blade up.
i do notice after my headache that my muscles really really hurt on that side
in my neck and shoulder.
i don't know what to do.
i feel cursed or something and i have no money to go to a masseuse or anything
like that.
i did go to the chiropractor one more time because it was only $24, but, as usual, it didn't fix a dang thing so forget the chiropractor even tho he's a nice guy.
i am so so so so so soooo frustrated.
do i have an energy block there?
what does this MEAN?
wtf wtf wtf?
and M and i have sex at least once a day or more. and do you know how FRUSTRATING
it is to not be able to have an orgasm without an accompanying migraine headache???
it's starting to really bum me out bigtime.
i've tried to make sure i am not tensing that place, i have tried taking deep
breaths all the through, redirect the energy through the top of my head, through
the bottoms of my feet, try not to think about it at all...i just don't know
what to physically or energetically do...
IT'S NOT FAIR!
i used to have orgasms to get RID of headaches! and now i get one if i have
one?? or even try to have one?
just what in the heck is going on?
does this happen to anyone else?
anyone have any suggestions?
i try to stretch my neck muscles all the time now, rotating my head as far
as it can go, the way this yoga teacher instructed me long ago.
other than just doing that, i am at a loss over what to do or what is causing
this in the 1st place.
5:00pm
thumbnail maker. help!!!
i am still looking for a good thumbnail maker that will create links to the
original images on an html page and you have the option of making a slide
show with them that is NOT java or flash. and it HAS to be able to do batch
conversion.
and something that does not make some weird template.
i just want something simple.
goddamit doesn't anyone make something like this?
every since pink mouse image organizer decided to quit, i cannot find anything
to take it's place!
i am sooooooo frustrated!
please someone recommend something good to me.
there HAS to be something.
it doesn't even have to be freeware, god, i'd pay for it , if it will WORK.
this i made with the pink mouse image organizer.
http://www.anacam.com/30secsex/
this is what i want.
something that does not add a link to itself at the bottom of each page and where i can choose the colour of the page and resize the thumbnails to how big or small i want them. and it REMEMBERS the settings i choose!
it's simple. it WORKS.
i just want something like that!
argh.
4:20pm
man, so i got that new thumbnail
programme on july 3rd.
i'm looking at the links for each thing and for july 3rd through 5th the links/slideshows
work.
but when i look at the code, it SHOULDN'T work because some of the links even
go back to the "today" directory.
which is totally wrong. nothing in past anagrams should EVER point back to
the today folder.
but when i look at the urls on the actual webpage, the urls do NOT point to
"today"
but if i look at it in macromedia dreamweaver it DOES.
and then when i try to fix links that don't work starting with july 6th, even
if i make the links absolute like:
http://www.ana2.com/private/anagram2006/anagram070606/buttons7/first.gif
it will NOT work.(but when i click on it after i've just uplaoded that url,
it WILL work)
what in the hell?
and from anagram 07.06 the pictures
at the top will not work, but then the ones i uploaded at 11:55pm DO work.
and all the other ones from that day. why??
and i can't get jason's help on this because these are pictures of M and i
and he would nto be happy to see them.
i am at a loss over what to do with this....
i am so confused.
i need to find a new thumbnail programme
and redo absolutely everything.
i am overwhelmed.
i don't know what thumbnail programme to get.
this really sucks.
and these are just HUNDREDS of photos.
hundreds and hundreds.
i can't do it all by hand. it would take me WEEKS.
none of this is making any sense to me.
2:55pm
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tomorrow is anacam's 9th ana-versary!
i would have never even remembered had bingman not reminded me, that is how
preocccupied i am!
i will try to work on fixing some
of the slide shows in the past anagrams. i'll do a few a day. it will be a
big project.
i'm starting with anagram 07.03 because that is when i got the new thumbnail
programme and i'll check each and every link at each anagram until they all
work!
went to jason's today (old apt) and it was weird seeing most of his stuff
moved out.
he still had a bunch of stuff he did not want so i took a lot.
i really do not need more stuff, but dang it was good stuff.
i got some very nice almost new pots and pans.
i got to of those round fabric foldinig chairs from target. it's cool they
fold.
i took the giant robot.
i got a 8mm film camera.
some knives, some bleach, a ladder, a mixing board, a lamp.
i am going to take these shelves he has a his dresser.
then i can get rid of some crap shelves i have in the thing room.
i am going to take his $1,600 couch and i really have no idea where i will
put it but it's cool as hell.
i think i know where in the thing room i can put it if i rearrange things.
i want to start rearranging right now but i forgot the fire dept is coming
tomorrow to inspect everyone's apartment to make sure we are not using extension
cords. and i use at LEAST 5 billion extension cords. so the computer may have
to be off tomorrow in the day, or at least the cams, because those are all
on extenstion cords.
i don't know how they expect anyone to live without extension cords.
so today i have to clean clean clean.
and then tomorrow pretty much unplug every electric device i own so i do not
get into trouble.
gah.
maybe it's bad feng shui to take so much of jason's stuff, but i don't really
feel bad about any of it when i see it, surprisingly.
and it'll be nice to have a bigger shelf and a dresser.and a gorgeous burgundy
modern couch.
so hey ya :)
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