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19th , 2006 |
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9:45pm
M is at the grocery store.
picking up candles and milk.
jason is going to give me back the robot i bought him.
the movers come tomorrrow for him.
i'm watching Muse videos of youtube.com
9:18pm
where are you where are you on M oh M?
7:57pm
stuff is happening outside, i know
not what.
but it involves loudspeakers.
so i am going to avoid that and dance to "bandy bandy" by zap mama.
but ya, i gotta get back on a walking schedule.
i think i've gained a few pounds.
M gets off work now.
6:52am
had a weird day. not bad.
got up early then did anacam stuff.
then went to lunch with jason and went to his new condo to check out the updates
that were done to it.
he gave me some borage oil and flax seed oil he didn't want.
came home , fell asleep.
now i'm up again.
it's like having 2 days in one.
i should go for a walk to clear my mind and body.
i feel groggy.
it's sunny and 74 degrees.
11:16am
click on 1st pic for slide show.
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it's always hard to edit these photos
down to the "best ones, since i like them all.
but i try.
rabbits rabbits rabbits.
i had wild dreams last night but now i cannot remember them.
i think i was visiting this amzing desert town and the moon was doing really
cool things like changing shape.
i wish i could remember the name of the town.
i want to say "changeling" or something.
i took cool pictures of it.
M went to work, noon to 8.
it was nice to wake up to a cleaner house today :)
sex was amazing last night, you can't tell from the pictures exactly.
even tho i never cum during intercourse, i can feel his energy whirling inside
me which brings me to another place.
a place in him, a place in me, a place where we meet.
ecstasy.
i don't know why we always rate his orgasms.
it's like a fun game for us.
i always ask him at the end "what was that?"
it started out as a 5 to 7 and worked it's way up to an 11 and once even a
12.
once there was one he could not rate.
for me last night, it was a 15...with no orgasm at all.
it was just that good :) delicious.
i love my man.
i do have penis envy.
i want one.
i really really do.
i want both. i want everything.
and to those men who have been made love to up the ass...there is NO comparison.
it's like the difference between sticking a q tip in your ear and brushing
your teeth.
but the gap betwen the difference is way wider than that.
i wish all could feel it.
still , i want a penis, too.
i am gluttonous.
i am curious.
a few nights ago he asked me, out of the blue, to stick my finger up his ass.
i got out the latex gloves and crisco :)
i did it only for about 10 minutes gently.
after i was done (because we wanted to listen to c2c)
he shivered and shaked and spazzed all over like a modern dancer.
he said "i guess i needed that!"
how much better can he be?
fuck, i love him :)
i love he lets me unlock his energy.
everyone who is feeling tense should try the finger up the ass.
it's very releasing and relaxing.
sometimes it's exactly what you need to get the chi flowing :)
the staples are totally ready to
be taken out of my head.
i just need the $ to get it done.
but they are ready to come out now.
i wish someone coould just come over
and take them out.
i'd feel sooooo much better.
12:00am
click on 1st pic for slide show.
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