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all naked all week
9:20pm
holy wow, trying to get all the glitter
dust out of my pussy (kids don't try this at home) i can see why the french
bidet is such a big hit over there.
ya, wow.
ya.
i have to get one of those shower heads.
badda badda bing.
8:46pm
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holographoc glitter stars, muse, matthew's belt and another go...
6:59pm
just got back from jason's doing
his hair.
how hilarious that i was doing it for his 15th high school reunion tonight?
life is is SO weird.
and i even helped him pick out his clothes and style his hair after i put
his loose dreads in.
this is SO bizzare to me.
i was actually HELPING him be more attractive to the opposoite sex and not
minding!
weird weird weird.
WEIRD.
more than weird.
2:44pm
here ya go :)
and here i come!
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i think i need a bunch more of this
today.
we shall see :)
lyrics from muse's new song " super massive black hole"
Ooh baby, don't you know I suffer
Ooh baby, can you hear me moan?
You caught me under false pretences
How long before you let me go?
Ooh, you set my soul alight
Ooh, you set my soul alight
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstar sucked into the supermassive
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstar sucked into...
[Into the supermassive]
I thought I was a fool for no-one
Ooh baby, I'm a fool for you
You're the queen of the superficial
How long before you tell the truth?
Ooh, you set my soul alight
Ooh, you set my soul alight
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstar sucked into the supermassive
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstar sucked into...
[Into the supermassive]
Supermassive black hole...
Supermassive black hole...
Supermassive black hole...
Supermassive black hole...
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstar sucked into the supermassive
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstar sucked into the supermassive
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstar sucked into the supermassive
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstar sucked into...
[Into the supermassive]
Supermassive black hole...
Supermassive black hole...
Supermassive black hole...
Supermassive black hole...
(btw, i was thinking of no one being
superficial or false, but damn, it's one sexy muthafucka song that is great
to come to.)
weirdly, i did not feel as weird masturbating in front of the cam as i have
in recent years.
i think it's because i get such regular sex now, i don't feel like coming
in front of the cam is my only "outlet" for my energy.
and therefore, it's more effortless for me.
yay :)
but i think i need about 40 more orgasms today.
what i DO feel weird about is in
one minute i have to get my shit together and go do jason's hair.
damn.
funny the finger that made me come will be the finger that helps me tie his
dreads in.
but he won't know that.
it's just our secret.
life makes me laugh.
which is good, because if it didn't i'd just disentegrate.
M is at his job. damn retail.
hope he likes the pix when he comes back to me :)
1:05pm
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i am still too short of money to
pay the rent today.
this is very depressing and the 1st time this has happened to me.
i could just give them a cheque tonight in hopes that by monday i miraculously
have enough money in the bank. but if it bounces i will not only owe them
a huge fine, i will also owe the bank a fine.
so i'm not exactly sure how i will play this game.
but maybe the fine for my cheque bouncing will be less a fine than if i am
late handing in my rent.
i will have to find out.
this is very stressful.
i've decided i am not going to sell my guitar, tho.
no way.
i just can't do it.
i'm going to have to come up with other things to sell instead.
today at 3pm i work on jason's dreads some more.
and then i hope i get more cleaning done today.
after sitting nervously on my chair yesterday having a panic attack, i all
of a sudden got up and in full manic mode started cleaning my house. and that
felt really releasing.
i hope to keep cleaning it today.
get the feng shui moving and something to do with getting out my nervous energy
and needing order within this chaos.
i'm just going to try and be "zen" about this.
what else can i do?
worrying isn't going to bring me any money.
so worrying is pointless, but no doubt i'll probably still worry because i
am not buddha even tho my stomache IS a bit puffed.
i'll just keep on keeping on.
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