june 11th, 2006

9:31pm

gonna start the 7th episode of big love now...
it's a big love day.

6:57pm

ok, ate a little something. took a break.
now time to watch the last 2 episodes i have of big love.
jason is taping me some more :)

 

5:56pm

watched 2 more episodes.
my brain feels like it's in a fog.
i feel like i have taken cold medicine or something, but i haven't.
it's really weird.
kind of uncomfortable.
nothing feels real.
i know i should go outside and get some fresh air or something.
but i don't have the energy.

3:59pm

watched 2 episodes of big love so far.
this IS a really intriguing show :)
and it's nice to just be able to watch something and not think about me or my life.
i need a breal from thinking.
although, in the back of my mind, i can feel things churning away.

1:50pm

today is my dad's birthday!
i'm glad i remembered!!!
he is 66 :)

my middle finger is worse. it's really infected.
i don't know exactly what to do about it because it's all under the fingernail.
owie. i'm going to try soaking it in warm salt water.
i think i will go to the minute clnic tomorrow and see if there is anything they can do for me.
because i just think it's weird i have these swollen glands and this fingernail infection thing.
they must be somehow related.
i took some vitamins. (multi, b complex, c)

today i am going to watch the "big love" tapes jason made me.
and just take it easy.
i just have to keep chilling out to get well.

here is a pic of pooka from jason's cellphone:


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horoscopes from:

http://syndicated.livejournal.com/is_aries/
http://www.astro.com/
http://www.tarot.com/astrology/
http://itsalllove.com/starry_eyed/starry_eyed.html

Your Horoscope for June 11 , 2006

For you a tricky formation between the planets, along with a challenging aspect from Jupiter, suggests that communication with a close friend or even your romantic other will be strained today. You will need to step back a little, or even back off a lot; by appreciating their individuality you will make life much sweeter!

and

This is a good day for doing something different. You are probably bored with the daily routine and would like to do something that provides a stimulating, unusual change of pace. You seek this not only in diversions, but also in your relationships. The people you meet today are likely to be quite different from your usual friends. A love relationship that starts during this time is apt to be electric, exciting, unstable and short. You are not looking for a steady relationship now; as a rule you desire the unusual. You may make some unconventional arrangement with your lover, such as agreeing to have other lovers. This influence also causes relationships to begin suddenly and then quickly go through all stages of a love affair.

and

Your intentions could be as pure as gold, but your actions may not get the intended response. Even if you try to smooth over tensions, issues are likely to surface. It's like the carnival game where you try to hit the target as it appears; however, aggressive actions will get you nowhere now. Sink into your own depths, feel the intensity and enjoy the moment as best you can.