may 14th, 2006
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11:01 am


i'm single?

so jason and i have broken up, i'm quite sure.
after almost 9 years
i'm not going into the details except that it was the most heartbreaking and civil break up i have ever had.
we tried our best. we love each intensely. theorize amongst yourselves.
relationships are hard.
don' t fucking email him or i will break your jaw.
really.
i'm fucking drunk as i write this.
who wouldn't be.
applications now being taken from the female species.
no more men.
that's how i feel right now.
i will probably delete this shit in one second if i don't pass out 1st.
FUCK.

Current Mood: indescribable

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horoscopes from:

http://syndicated.livejournal.com/is_aries/
http://www.astro.com/
http://www.tarot.com/astrology/
http://itsalllove.com/starry_eyed/starry_eyed.html

Your Horoscope for May 14 , 2006

A negative influence from Venus could bring out all that is fickle in an Aries today, especially since Venus is in your fiery sign. This means that you?ll be inclined to flirt outrageously; you?ll love the thrill of the chase, but will get bored easily, which could send confusing mixed signals for someone!

and

An understanding atmosphere
You are particularly perceptive during this time - you have an almost infallible feeling for the fine, often unnoticed sensitivities of others and can take these into account during team-work and in conversations. In this way you create an open, sympathetic atmosphere in which your counterpart feels relaxed and secure. This is an excellent background for all personal contact and private talks with people who are close to you. Perhaps small hurts that others have suffered, which have made them sensitive, will come up in conversation. Should you find out that you yourself - even if unintentionally - were the cause of this injury, you now have the opportunity to make this good. Even small wounds need to be healed.

and

Sunday
Moon in Sagittarius
Mercury square Neptune TAURUS-AQUARIUS

This is a day for perspective. So you want that PHD, to finish that novel, take that round the world trip. What is the step you can do right now? With active Mercury squaring Neptune we have plenty of thoughts, try and pull them down. Daydreaming about our desires helps us to formulate them but actually pulling them down into the body so we can take some action actually gets us closer to experiencing them. The Neptune aspects this week have exposed those substances or sensations that do have some control over us. Cravings, desires, binges all arise from the energy of Neptune. So while you're here with that energy look around and see where they grip you. It's possible to pry them off and look at them objectively. No one quits an addiction in a day, but it only takes an instant to turn and head down that path.

It's also a day here in 'merica that we call Mother's Day. Yeah we all know the motivation$ for most holidays now. BUT the concept, theory and reality of Mother is something we all share. No one got here without one. So if celebrating this blatantly for a day can make us all give and accept mothering energy for the whole year then I say get the biggest loudest card and flowers you can. Moms rule!

and

You self-sufficient Rams occasionally need the support of others, just like everyone else. Now someone may be coming to your aid in order to help you through a difficult time, but you might not be able to decide how much assistance you can take from them. It's possible to easily misjudge the situation, so wait a few days. Then, if it still feels right, go ahead and graciously accept their offer