april 29th, 2006

today was intense.
jason and i almost broke up.
i stayed drunk all day.
things look good now.
but things could switch on a dime.
i could write a novel about today.

but i don't have the energy.

 


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horoscopes from:

http://syndicated.livejournal.com/is_aries/
http://www.astro.com/
http://www.tarot.com/astrology/
http://itsalllove.com/starry_eyed/starry_eyed.html

Your Horoscope for April 29 , 2006

With a couple of excellent aspects influencing your ruling planet you can look forward to a good day both in terms of romance and friendship. Invitations out will be plenty, but do put aside some time for a friend who will need your shoulder to cry on today.

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Needless conflict
Today you will display a great deal of energy in your dealings with other people. However, the problem lies in how you use that energy, for you may try to dominate others. Or you may encounter others who try to dominate you. Do not be so concerned with your own desires that your actions are out of harmony with the people around you. Do not be so willful that you actually get in the way of your own intentions. This influence can help you, because it enables you to make your mark on the people around you, so that they accept you and let you lead or help lead them. But you must be sure that you are right and that others really are willing to accept your leadership. Otherwise you will only create needless conflict that will bring you nothing.

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Saturday
Moon into Gemini 2:58am PDT
Sun sextile Mars TAURUS-CANCER
Everybody has an idea or a take today. It's a brainstorm blowing strong. So you have to have something lashed to the deck, it's always best to listen to ourselves under a Gemini moon and check in to the babbler part of us. What are the repetitious things that come out of our mouths? It's like the subconscious is splayed open on the audio channel and available for examination and dissecting. The ability to really listen is available with the Gemini transit; we can hear the stories that others tell. Especially with the close people in our lives to keep the relationship rich and vibrant we have to 're-meet' them. So listening to 'that same old story' in a fresh way can churn up new perspectives.

and

Varying your regular routines today helps you to break out of the ruts you have created for yourself. You've been on the verge of change now for a while. Don't get discouraged; instead, shake up some of the more mundane aspects of your day just to create some much needed excitement.