april 23rd, 2006

11:08pm

you in portal


in all seriousness, if i bought an old in-need-of-work house in portal , north dakota,
and i gave keys out to people i trust...how many of you would REALLY go there and help me fix the place up and paint murals on the walls and just do your thing there and keep it alive?
like an art project. you could go up there alone or with friends and have a peaceful place to just hang out and be still and do your art.
doodle on the walls, patch things up, put pink flamingos on the lawn, meditate, lay on the floor and stare at the ceiling.
read a book, mow the lawn, paint the house pink, help me put up a fence...paint a mural on the garage...collage a wall...
it would be like a time share except i would own it.
and i would give out keys to people (for free) who i know will treat the place right and give it some love and turn it into art.
a place we can always go to to just be quiet. you can go there and stay for free as long as you add something to it, even just a little bit, everytime you stay.
think about it.
it could be a cool thing. really, would you actually make a trip there maybe once a year and do your thing?
give the house some love? make sure it's ok?
because i don't drive and a train goes all the way to stanley from my place, but then it's 66 more miles to portal.

less than 100 people probably live there. it has a park with swings and rides but no children (basically)!
you can swing and look at the grasslands, take cool photos, write your memoir...fix a broken window...go to canada...
each time we go there we could take photos of what we did and send it to the other "members of the portal house"

i think it could be a fun collective project.

but i do not know ANYTHING about the building codes there or zoning laws or what is involved in this kind of thing.
i don't want my head in the clouds about this. i need the facts to do this wisely.

but i do think this could work if i could just get people to commit to going there to put a little tender loving care into the place.
maybe i am not basing this in reality.
if i'm not, let me know (kindly).
i don't want to just be la-de-da about this...but i also want to keep the wonder alive :)

so...give me your thoughts...ideas...
rain on my parade or hit me with the brick of reality or say heck ya, it COULD work.
it could be like andy warhol's factory....north dakota style :)
it could be a lot of things...

thoughts?
i don't know....i'm just throwing this out there...
it's hard enough just to get a lj community to work.
but if we find the right combinations of people.
people who like a challenge and to do something different.

7:56pm

happyhouse1.mov
happyhouse2.mov
happyhouse3.mov
happyhouse4.mov
happyhouse5.mov

each one is about 35 MB
i'm going over to jason's now to watch the soprano's :)

3:46pm

the happy house

on the way home, i was quite excited to find this house :)
as you see, it needed to be photographed in colour :)
the last photo is an unretouched photo full sized.
the hand on the door was there as i found it.
i did take it back with my as a souvenier. it's porcelain.
it probably went to some religious statue at some point.
it was a really fantastic little house, i decided the perfect place to leave my birthday cake.
so i left it on the stairs there for the mice or the birds or whoever or whatever wants to eat it :)
i wish i could have stayed and do a time lapse film of the cake disappearing from the stairs.
i can only imagine what will happen or has happened to it.
if anyone else walks into that house and finds the cake there, they will be like WTF?
if i would have brought cardboard fred astiare with me i would have nailed him to the wall there and left him to watch over the cake.
maybe somehow i can get back to that house and do a photoshoot all day there as me as a broken doll laying around in the corners.
god, i can just think of a million ideas.
i carefully went up the very narrow stairs and was happy it was solid.
i made about 4 or 5 films of me walking through the house, so i will get those up for you today.
it is on highway 52 just out of jamestown.
the sound track to this house is siouxsie and the banshees "happy house"

here are the lyrics to the song:

"This is the happy house-we're happy here in the happy house oh it's such fun
We've come to play in the happy house
and waste a day in the happy house-it never rains

We've come to scream in the happy house We're in a dream in the happy house
We're all quite sane

This is the happy house-we're happy here There's room for you if you say "I do"
but don't say no or you'll have to go
we've done no wrong with our blinkers on It's safe and calm if you sing along

This is the happy house-we're happy here in the happy house. To forget ourselves-and pretend all's well There is no hell. "

 

3:00pm

back from a walk with jason.
it was hot! dandelions are everywhere :)
the leaves are all almost all out.
i found a cicada dying on the sidewalk upside down.
i thought it was dead but it wasn't so i flipped it over but it still wasn't able to move very well.
i picked it up and carried it to the grass and the dandelions and put it in the shade by a tree.
it finally got it's wings shut. it was missing a part of it's leg.
when i got back from my walk i checked up to see if it was still there but it wasn't.
so i hope that was a good sign that he was getting better. poor little cicada.

1:19pm

just got back from a breakfast buffet thing for jason's antie's 95th birthday.
it's gorgeous outside, so i am going to go for a walk in just a sec here.
my neck still hurts but i think i can finally go for a walk and it won't make it worse *fingers crossed*
then when i get back i will put up more photos for you :)

9:44am

today is the 2nd anniversary of sonia5's death/rebirth into a new life.
http://www.hairpolice.com/sonia.shtml

that summer, she was going to teach me how to do extensions.
but it was not to be.
but finally, because of some birthday money from my dad,
i am going to learn to do the things she did THIS summer.
i will carry on her art/craft.
i am going to learn it from a wonderful woman who learned fom her.
i think this is a fitting way to spend my birthday money for my 40th.
sonia would be proud and happy, i know :)
i am very excited to learn this new skill/idea that she created.
she was 37 when she decided to create her art-hair empire...so i am a few years behind :)
she was always a person ahead of her time. and we concocted many secret plans :)
i look forward to expanding and building upon her ideas, mixing her style of extensions with crochet and other things, although i will always do things in my way and i do not plan to make hair my one and only career, but just as a way to add to my every expanding repetoire...i owe so much to her existence and loving generosity :)
i wish i could tell her and let her know.

she lives forever in all she touched.


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horoscopes from:

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http://www.astro.com/
http://www.tarot.com/astrology/
http://itsalllove.com/starry_eyed/starry_eyed.html

Your Horoscope for April 23 , 2006

An excellent aspect between the sun and the moon will ensure an easy going day for you today, even if your judgment is a little less sharp than usual. Any recent tensions involving friends ease a little as the moon moves from Aquarius into Pisces, ensuring a sociable, fun filled day.

and


Profession and social standing
Valid during several weeks: This is a time when you should turn your attention to the most outward aspects of your life - your career, your role in the larger society and your standing and reputation within the community. You should also take this time to examine your life as a whole and see if you are going in the direction you want and making adequate progress in your life. This transit is future oriented rather than past oriented. You may have to deal with elements of your past, but only to make corrections so that you can plan more intelligently for the future. The only real danger of this transit is that if you have done something wrong or in a slipshod fashion it may be exposed now and trip you up in unpleasant ways. It would be a very good idea to look over your life and correct any situations that might give you problems in this way.

and

Sunday
Moon in Pisces
The sign of Pisces is the river of the water signs. Rivers flow both ways, when close to the ocean they are affected by tides. More than 70% of the world's population lives within 50 Km of a river. It's vital, the source of life and nutrients and the flusher of toxins and waste. Pisces makes many weepy and a bit emotionally drunk. Like any altered state you have find a way to flow with it. There are many styles of craft to head out on the water with; you have to match the style with the depth and speed of the currents. To get basic don't try and roll your ocean liner up river and taking your canoe out to sea could be dangerous. This is for the adventurous and brave that want to get the messages, insights and dreams that this transit can bring. For those that are annoyed by the often chaotic and confusing messages on the archetypal channel just keep doing what your doing the waters move with or without our noticing.

and

You may feel as if you are nearing the end of a highly expansive phase and yet there are still many things to be done if you want to fully realize your dreams. It's been a long haul and you are so very close. You can do it as long as you don't let yourself get discouraged. Keep looking forward because the energy will propel you again in just a few days.