april 7th , 2006
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i'm redoing all my journals/websites: consolidating, rethinking, extricating :)

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(i deleted all entries from my ana journal except for one.
and also from my it journal
they are all archived here, in ana2.com)

10:21pm

things that inspire me:

i'm still cleaning up my computer.
it is an organizational mess!
it feels good, tho, to clean it and organize it.
like i am geting inot my brain and reorganizing and defragmenting.
i have 1900 mp3s!

 

7:51pm

all day, since i cannot move, due to my neck, i have been organizing my music mp3s.
i had them in so many folders all over the place. and copies of things.
it was insane. it took hours to organize, but i'm glad i did because i freed up even more space on my hardrive.

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go there and listen to this!

from:

http://alternet.org/blogs/peek/#34576

This Sunday's New York Times Magazine cover story will be a profile of a nation 8 years into the complete and total criminalization of abortion. No rape clause, no life of the mother clause. Nothing. (if you don't listen to her you don't know what you're missing) interviews one of my favorite journalists Jack Hitt on his cover story What you find is a nation in a near-Handmaid's Tale dystopia where a mother of three is imprisoned for 30 years, where a woman must wait until her ectopic pregnancy bursts in her fallopian tubes to get surgery, where the mother of a pregnant woman can be prosecuted for giving aid and comfort to her daughter before, during or after an illegal abortion.

The title of this post? The folks who check vaginas for evidence of an abortion procedure. It's real. Absolutely chilling.

more very crucial stories here:
http://alternet.org/blogs/peek

2:37pm

make your own custom radio station for free
http://www.pandora.com
it's really cool :) jason showed it to me :)

my neck still kills just as much.
major drag.
it's gorgeous outside
i want to go for a walk, but i am wondering if it will hurt my neck more to do so?
maybe as long as i do not move my neck i will be fine.
i really want to get outside!

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from:

http://syndicated.livejournal.com/is_aries/
http://www.astro.com/
http://www.tarot.com/astrology/
http://itsalllove.com/starry_eyed/starry_eyed.html

Horoscope for Aries (April 7 2006)

A very positive aspect between the sun and the moon is likely to lessen the negative aspect affecting your ruling planet. Be prepared to feel more dynamic and more in control. Just try to make sure that you don't take on too much. Burning the candles at both ends will wear you out!

and

Your emotional sensors
This is a two-day period when personal and subjective considerations will override everything else, but it need not be difficult. First of all, you feel a great need to belong and to relate to your friends or loved ones. This need turns on your emotional sensors and makes you very sensitive to the feelings and moods of the people around you, because you want to fall in with their rhythms and become sympathetic with them. This is the unconscious sign of relating to a group. Thus you are emotionally right there whenever someone needs your sympathy, warmth and understanding. You are very concerned about yourself, which is fine, but don't distort this into a state of mind in which you cannot see anybody else's point of view. Objectivity, especially in dealing with others, may be difficult to come by now.

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You may think that all is in order as you head into a socially active weekend, but something is lurking in the shadows that you didn't consider. Instead of trying to avoid an unpleasant encounter, it's best to simply ask questions and be prepared to hear the brutal truth. You'll probably feel better once you know what's going on, but the energy of the weekend still could be quite intense.

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We might expect the good times to roll with the Sun in be-here-now Aries and the Moon in playful Leo. The active fire element is surely turning up the heat, but Aries' key planet Mars is also moving toward a challenging opposition with passionate Pluto. These two hotheads can really stir up trouble when they are in this kind of standoff. Mars may be more aggressive and combative, but Pluto's relentless passion doesn't give in easily. We could find ourselves engaged in a power struggle now where there is no winner unless both parties agree to compromise.

and

Friday
Moon in Leo
Moon trine Sun LEO-ARIES
This is a day full of fire. The Moon and Sun both in fire signs. We can use this to scorch the world oblivious to the feelings and thoughts of others or with a subtly different approach invigorate the room just with our presence. Especially those with Aries or Leo placements are going to get an infusion of energy.

Often that thing we need to say or do is bursting out of us and we ramble over the top of others. To just refine this energy by taking a breath and grabbing a sense of center is the difference in offering this energy to someone or clubbing them over the head with it. Obviously it's a lot better to reduce the clubbing of people in our lives.

It can be a powerful combination for conscious healing, giving or receiving. So try and put some of this in your life today. Experimenting with blessing or just sending out the healing vibration to people can give fantastic results today. Try to clean the mind of ego, 'we' are not doing the healing, it's coming through us.