april 6th , 2006

9:58pm

strange.avi

38MB

constructed by "allan"
(dunno who the music is by)

7:29pm

 

thanks for the birthday present btripp!
i love those paper lamps!
i will put them up on my cam soon!

and thanks kid mota for the keys!
the blue one made it to me, but the red one must have fallen out of the envelope on it's way to me.
there was a small rip in it :(

very personal keys :)
i am touched :)

6:46pm

it's pouring out.
i took 2 aspirin and 2 xanax and i hope that helps my neck and shoulders.
going to go lay down because that is really all i can do, at this point, with this pain.

5:52pm

thunder and lighting out.

5:40pm

my neck my neck my neck!
it hurts to move it at all. it hurts to try and bleache my hair, take a bath, brush my teeth.
anything which involves me moving my neck!
BIG TIME DRAG.
sorry to whine but ARGH!
i need to get one of those carts so i can bring boxes around without having to lift them.
no more lifting of heavy boxes and carrying them long distances!

the hair colour remover kit worked on on parts of my hair it was on.
too bad i did not have about 2 more bottles.
after my hair dries again i will put bleach in my hair, maybe, if i can get my neck to stop hurting.
which i probably cannot. so...
this is really pissing me off because i have so much to do!
like sewing! and that involved me moving my neck.
why god why?

5:02pm

ok, i've switched the music over to the demo tape paul and glen made that they want me to add a part to,
i better at least start listening to this over and over until and idea pops in my head. it is kind of like mazzy star but more spacey.

i'm making bath.
my neck hurts like a mofo.

i think i had too much caffeine today.

i get together with chuck statler on saturday to discuss my movie.
and then sunday with jason, paul, and glen to discuss and play out more ideas.

4:53pm

putting in the haircolour remover kit.
my hair is too long now, tho, and so it barely even covered any of my hair!
this is cool i have such long hair but bad because now i need to buy 2 of everything when i am going to bleach or dye my hair!

listening to fionna apple.
it's still raining.
jason is gone teaching his class.

i have those dang teeth bleaching strips on my teeth.
god, i hate them so much.
i hate the texture, i hate the taste. and they make my teeth hurt.


3:26pm

things in my room:

i have so much to do.
like make this dress but also figure out some parts for asong for the band that maybe we are forming.
but all of a sudden i feel i just don't have time to be in a band. argh.
too many irons in the fire.

my neck really hurts from carrying a huge box to the p.o. box yesterday.
it hurt to sleep.
my arms hurt , too.
and i still have one more box to go.
but that'll have to wait until tomorrow because today it's raining.

i've come up with some really good ideas for the dress.
making it without a dress form is going to be hard.


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from:

http://syndicated.livejournal.com/is_aries/
http://www.astro.com/
http://www.tarot.com/astrology/
http://itsalllove.com/starry_eyed/starry_eyed.html

Horoscope for Aries (April 6 2006)

With a positive aspect between your ruling planet and Venus, which is in your twelfth house, any thoughts that have been pushed to the back of your mind will move forwards today. Don't ignore them, because they will guide you towards the things you want to do, rather than the things you think you ought to do.

and

Getting involved
This influence favors love relationships and the formation of friendships. It indicates a balance in your life between self-assertion and the need to relate to others. In a sexual relationship this balance is manifested by your ability to give and receive equally. In friendships you can be yourself without difficulty. Creative activities are also favored by this influence. If you are not artistic, you may spend the day working to beautify your immediate surroundings. This influence may bring about financial opportunities, particularly for investment in a new and unique venture. Your own individuality is best expressed by getting involved, financially or emotionally, in projects that are different and innovative.

and

Expansive Jupiter and contractive Saturn, along with sweet Venus, sit on three points of a complex seven-pointed star today, continuing the weird energy pattern that started yesterday. It feels as if the veil between this world and other worlds is just a bit thinner than usual, creating opportunity for strange and beautiful experiences. The Moon enters playful Leo at 12:25 pm EDT, shining light onto the mysterious septiles, enabling us to see the complexity more clearly. Meanwhile, rational Mercury bumps up against stern Saturn, so we may get quite frustrated trying to explain what is beyond words.

and

Thursday
Moon into Leo 9:25am PST
Moon conjunct Saturn LEO 8:09pm
Now the week gets some sizzle. There is no use to having all that deep internal knowledge if we can't apply it somehow. In the manner of Leo just let it rip, trust yourself and let the party begin. Even work projects can use the infusion of some of the passionate energy of Leo. Staying in the 'good of all' attitude but pushin' what you feel is best. Take care not to roll right over the more shy voices and make them feel heard.

The best options are the ones that the group sees together, commits to in an instant as it's obvious that's what needs to be done.
In the evening with the Moon moving past heavy Saturn, freshly direct, time for some body love. Whether alone or with someone give love to the body, I'm not talking sex, but the ultimate in care; baths, vibrant foods and drink and maybe some yoga or dancing? Of course it could lead to some great lovemaking and that's a bonus. This transit though can let you sink some stuff down to the subatomic core of the being, the place where the spark of the physical and non-physical dance.