april 4th , 2006

another one:

http://www.ana2.com/private/anamate/doiwantto.wmv

8.55 MB

and another

http://www.ana2.com/private/anamate/bearspiritguide.wmv

4.23 MB

10:24pm

still deleting stuff off my computer. what a mess.
going through all my emails, too, and deleting hundreds of old ones.
things sure can pile up.

9:23pm

working on getting rid of stuff on my computer that i don't need.
man, i have so much on my computer, it's stupid.
it's also a mess, so i am trying to organize it a bit better.
everything is just all over the place!

8:09pm

here is another little "anamate" for you :)

"life is but a dream" 9.68MB

http://www.ana2.com/private/anamate/lifeisbutadream.wmv

6:00pm

we are not going to ray davies. jason is too tired and frazzled and not feeling so well.
poor jason :(
it's ok we are not going with me because it really us going to be a madhouse in there.
packed in like sweaty sardines.
it's one of those shows you wish you could just watch from your own private bubble.

well, now that we are not going, and we moved the clock an hour ahead, it is sunny out longer.
i think maybe i will go for a walk then and get in the last of this nice weather before it turns rainy again.

5:22pm

it's really gorgeous outside.
i wish i had more time to spend in it, but in 45 minutes i'm going to the ray davies convert and so i need to eat something and get ready for that.
EVERYONE and their uncle is going to be at that show tonight. all crammed in there like sardines.
i don't know why he is playing such a small venue.
i would think he could easily sell out the orpheum or the state theater.
everyone from my past will be there. and i mean pretty much everyone.
back when i was in a kind of "mod sixties scene" here, in the early days of the blue up?,
we were all into listening only to things from the 60's.
so everyone from that era of my life is sure to be there.
i really do hope i do not run into my 1st boyfriend, ed.
not like he ever says much to me whenever i do see him. but still, i just don't want to SEE him.
it irks me.
i don't feel like explaining to anyone what i have been up to. i just want to watch the show.
i hope we can get a good standing position so we can see.
i should wear the tallest boots i can find.
ok, i'm gonna go make myself some ramen and eggs and find the boots.

1:51pm

it's sunny and 50 degrees out.
i want to get out and walk again :)
i think ray davies is playing tonight at 1st ave?


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from:

http://syndicated.livejournal.com/is_aries/
http://www.astro.com/
http://www.tarot.com/astrology/
http://itsalllove.com/starry_eyed/starry_eyed.html

Horoscope for Aries (April 4 2006)

A change of mood might have you feeling slightly bewildered today, especially if you find that you've become unusually sensitive and easily hurt. This will be thanks to the moon, and will bring out your softer side, but some sporting activity will soon get you in touch with your fire side again!

and

During this time it is necessary to proceed slowly and cautiously. The more thoroughly and carefully you perform any task, the more chance there is that it will succeed. Usually this is a very frustrating and irritating time, when all your efforts to assert yourself are blocked, more by a sense of internal inadequacy than by circumstances or other people. However, you are not likely to take negative reinforcement lying down, even if it comes from within yourself. The part of you that is struggling to break free from inhibitions will feel very angry at being held back. Consequently you are likely to be irritable and easily angered, although your inner doubts make you reluctant to show your anger openly. But no matter how you try to cover it up, everyone will be quite aware that you are seething inside.

and

There's no need to hold on to your secrets today, unless, of course, you've promised confidentiality to someone else. If, however, you've been hiding some aspect of yourself in the closet, now may be a perfect time to open the door to disclosure. You don't need to tell everything all at once, but at least start the process.

and

The Moon enters self-protective Cancer at 2:15 am EDT, driving our needs beneath the winds of thought and deep into the seas of emotion. In fact, the Moon's entrance into gentle Cancer further stimulates a harmonious trine aspect between thoughtful Mercury and broad-minded Jupiter, both also in water signs. Although we are quite intuitive now as our feelings are aroused by the water element, we are also overly confident. We need to follow our hunches; even if they are too optimistic, we are likely to move in a positive direction.

and

Tuesday
Moon in Cancer
Mercury trine Jupiter PISCES-SCORPIO 8:25amPST
This full day is in Cancer. Attention to the attitude of the home environment can pay off in getting along better in the outside world. Even if you have just a tiny room give it a look, bring in light, something alive, straighten it up and get a sense of what you have. Often we collect things and it's just laziness that keeps us from sorting through it. Things take up space; they also have a magnetic energy and can clog up the mental channel without us knowing. Clutter is potential catastrophe. Mercury and Jupiter form a water sign trine this morning -Pisces/Scorpio- Messages of expansion on the deep intuitive channels.

We can discover talismans lying in the street, overhear a line on the train into work that shifts our attitude. In this time we are our own Guru's have to ladle by ladle find our own inspiration for evolution. For the next few days as this aspect plays out we have access to the source of our expansive energies. Things that might have been secrets we have been keeping from ourselves. On the public front there could be some secrets about the war in Iraq that shift public opinion into gear and hopefully the positive resistance to this grows.