march 31st , 2006


 

sentence of the day:

"Get off the cross, we need the wood."

had to laugh when i read that today :)

6:11pm

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Zladko_Vladcik

4:31pm


the last day of march. 1/4th of this year already gone.
another grey and rainy day.
the dogs on the bed asleep.
jason home early, winding down for the weekend.
paid my phone and electric bill.
called my dad. he is leaving to go on a bus tour and see washington DC for a week.
why on earth anyone would want to go there of all places, is a mystery to me.
we all tried to go there as a family wayback in the early 70's.
but my brother and i both got sick and so my dad had to turn the car around and go home.
he was really upset about it.
now, in his retirement, he is going to give it another go.
i wonder what about washington dc strikes his fancy.
it's truly a horrible place, imo.
and after 911 , too. argh. talk about tense.
he said the cherry blossoms might be in bloom.
cherry blossoms and electric fences and crack cocaine.

i had awful dreams about babies.
i got separated from my friends or family at this strip mall.
so i ended up in some sort of do your own pottery type place and i was making clay babies.
but they kept falling apart.
i wish i could remember the rest but it's a haze now.
then i had another dream that i found out i was 1 month pregnant with a girl.
i was deeply moved and conflicted and didn't know what to do.
i thought maybe i could have her and then my mom could raise her.
and then i could have her for the rest of her life.
and then it was then i realized that my mom and i were 2 halves of one mother.
she was good at raising them up to teenagers but abysmal after that.
and i was maybe not so great with the baby thing, but really good at raising them from teenagers and being with them as adults.
and i thought that was very interesting.

anyway, all this baby analogy must be about my creativity and my movie and stuff.
struggling with it.
i want my movie and music to be a healthy baby, not some clay thing falling apart.
not something i shoudl wonder whether or not to abort.
i wish i could remember more the details of the dreams because i know it had information that was crucial to me in them.
but i can still feel all that information in me, roaming around in my body and mind.
at least i know it's a girl :)


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from:

http://syndicated.livejournal.com/is_aries/
http://www.astro.com/
http://www.tarot.com/astrology/
http://itsalllove.com/starry_eyed/starry_eyed.html

Horoscope for Aries (March 31 2006)

With a minor negative aspect between your ruling planet and the moon, which is in your second house, you will need to take care with your cash today. Keep temptation at bay and avoid the malls. Don't make any impulsive purchases and be reassured that this will pass!

and

Just a kind word
This influence makes you think a great deal about your relationships to others, not in unhappy terms, but quite positively. You are much more willing to give up what you normally consider your inalienable rights for the sake of maintaining peace and harmony. You are in a compromising mood and feel that few problems are important enough to warrant fighting over. Obviously this has its bad and good side, but for most people this influence has a very cheering and positive effect. You want to do what you can to help anyone who is having problems, even if it is just a kind word. Unfortunately, if you are alone now you will want very much to be with someone. Therefore this influence can actually signify a time of loneliness, if for some reason you have to remain alone.

and

It's impossible now to separate your basic beliefs from what you need to do. Concentrating your attention on the simplest steps you can take will help to align your life with your core values. There is no room today for fuzzy thinking or actions that are inconsistent with your inner purpose.

and

With the Moon in Venus-ruled Taurus all day, we need to take care of our senses. This can mean that we seek out good food, music, conversation, and perhaps, just plain rest. The Moon is said to be exalted in Taurus for she usually can find peace and contentment there. We feel stable within our own world, regardless of the conflicts we may be facing. The Bull is not easily upset, but when it is, watch out! The down side of the Taurus energy is that we can be just plain lazy. But then again, sometimes it's necessary to take it easy.